I always have to vent...

Shannie92 — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 20:12:22 -0500

... when something stupidly gay comes up. My dad is tottaly gonna disown me when I come out, even if it is bisexual. I feel like it's just so stupid. He dosn't believe in gay marriage, and all those people that may get their marriage annuled. I'm so pissed.

On the up side, I've told like four people I'm bi since the last time I wrote. Big step for me.

Some days I just feel so much better!

Shannie92 — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 19:19:45 -0400

And life is amazing!

Awww

Shannie92 — Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:58:45 -0400

MSNBC or someone had these cute gay cards Hallmark is printing. Arn't they adorable?

http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/26328361/?GT1=43001

I'm so scared.

Shannie92 — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:38:35 -0400

Everytime I get in girly mode, it seems to scare me more and more about how I want to be with another girl/woman. I may only be 16, but I feel genuine feelings. I keep getting the images of soft girls and our hands clasped together, gentle kissing and touching to insanity. I just, I dunno. I'm scared.

So my life is ruined.

Shannie92 — Thu, 27 Mar 2008 22:34:10 -0400

My mom, watched me, in a homade porn video. She watched the whole thing. I made it with a point and shoot cam, and it was just me.

My parents, are so mad.

I am so confused.

I hate life.

Save
Me
Please
And
Thank You

So I came out to my uncle.

Shannie92 — Sun, 02 Mar 2008 17:29:43 -0500

I'm proud of myself. :D

I feel so relieved.

First family member to know! Yey me!

So I hinted in an email to my gay uncle...

Shannie92 — Sat, 01 Mar 2008 21:57:31 -0500

That I quite had a liking of girls. I dunno if he'll get that's what I'm hinting at though. I'm kinda scared? relieved? I dunno. I just wanted him to know. It's been bugging me feeling so trapped.

So I'm here kinda giggling about all this gaydar...

Shannie92 — Sat, 01 Mar 2008 19:02:29 -0500

See, I always doubt myself when I think someone is gay, or bisexual. Like I have a best friend I think is, and I think she's ignoring it. And then this girl, because when she looks at me, it's like I see a flash of something. Yet again, another girl, who randomly never mentions guys, always beeps in my mind. I just wish there was someway to test if these people are. It's bugging me.