For Her...

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 06:54:56 +0400

To say I'm sorry
Is like say 'I love you'
For the first time.
You know you want to say it,
But you can't force your mouth to form the words.
However they're there, inside your head.
You're screaming them, wishing that she could hear.

Transformers!

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 05:51:49 +0400

Seen that movie twice already.....I'd go see it over and over again if the money funds allowed it....Megan Fox is nummy to look at......anyway...gotta run to the dog park with my sis....talk more about it later!

Has Anyone

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 04:00:37 +0400

Ever met someone and instantly not liked them? Or even just talked to someone online or something and instantly not liked them???? Or is that just me?? ?Cause I seem to have that problem a lot....I get weird feelings from people and I instantly don't like them. Regardless of how much I talk to them or am around them.....hmmmm.....that's happened to me here a few times *shrugg*...anyone else?

Opinions are like belly buttons, everyone has one

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 01:17:55 +0400

Unless you're an alien...then wtf are you doing here on Earth.....

People suck....homosexual or heterosexual....

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Mon, 29 Jun 2009 23:38:39 +0400

I'm tired of dealing with people and I think I'm beginning to drow tired of being in a relationship......I'm sick of getting yelled and and told to shut up...and I'm tired of being told what to do......

I stole it ^_~

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Thu, 25 Jun 2009 22:40:26 +0400

If you married the last person you talked to,what would your last name be?
Bingman

Were you happy when you woke up today?
Meh....I wasn't unhappy...

When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Amy...a.k.a REINBOWGRL

What are you excited for?
Hmmmm.....good question.....nothing really...

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Ummmmmmm...*thinks* orange juice

Have a best friend?
yes.

Are you scared to fall in love?
Nah

Do you think teenagers can fall in love?
Yes. I did.

What time is it right this second?
11:35am

What do you want right now?

Dinner with grandparents that wouldn't stop staring....

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 06:31:25 +0400

Ok....so I ended up going out to dinner with my dad, sister, grandparents, and Amy to the Outback....I <3 their bread. THe best part of the whole time. But...my grandpa wouldn't stop staring at me and Amy....and my grandma kept asking about the rings on Amy's and my left hand......the conversation went as followed

G-ma: "Are you married?"
Amy: "No...
G-ma: "Engaged?"
Amy: "Yes..."
G-ma: "To who?"
Amy: "Umm...m-my best friend..."
G-ma: "What about you?" *looks at me* Are you engaged?
Me: "No...that's just the finger the ring fits on.....

Lesbian Porn equals Disappointment.....

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 22:03:29 +0400

So...I got the house to myself yesterday because my grandparents came in from out of town and my whole family stayed out at the house my mom has in Lacey. So me and Amy were alone the whole night.....fun times.

Tattoo

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 07:05:01 +0400

So I finally understand why the guy that was supposed to do my tattoo flaked...he got evicted from his house....but he started today. Fucking awesome. We'll finish in about 3 weeks ^_^ It hurt kinda....he was hilarious....said I was the toughest mother fucker he'd ever tattoed...I sat in the chair for over an hour before he finally had to call a break. Said that most of the guys he tattoed were up and out of the chair before I was.....makes me feel good. It didn't really start hurting till the last 5 or 10 minutes. Then I was dying......but it's really pretty....I'm happy.

Lakes Graduate!

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 19:52:49 +0400

Well....I'm a graduate now. And official alumini....oh boy...it's almost nine but I've been up since like 8...I'm exhausted......the day already sucks.....I hate the guy that's supposed to do my tattoo....cause he's flaked the last 2 times that I've supposed to have done it. And I'm pissed. So I doubt I'll go to him for a tattoo after this one. I hate people sometimes.....

Graduation.....

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 00:55:08 +0400

I graduate tonight.....I'm nervous and excited.....oi....anyway....that's all I wanted to say right now....I will talk to you when I'm an official graduate! ^_^

F*** Reality

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 09:54:07 +0400

I see 20 hours of sleep in my future, because rality sucks at this point. Sleep is really the only way I can escape.....I'm done wanting to care, and I'm done...I wish for 50 million things to be different.....but none of them can be changed. Sometimes I wish I would remain a little kid again.....All it took was for yourmommy to kiss a boo boo and everything was better. You'd get a hug and kiss and sometimes ice cream. But how can a parent fix something that makes your heart ache and when at every turn something comes by and shoves all the good things in a blender and turns it on.

Frustration

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 02:56:46 +0400

I'm frustrated beyond hell.....and I can't talk to anyone about why....there's like.....3 people I can talk to about it and that's it and I don't want to talk to any of them about it...I just sat for the last 20 minutes punching the wall...and I'm going to go continue.....my knuckles on my right hand are bruised...and I peeled off skin on one......I'm just fucking frustrated and shit....GOD I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE!!!!!

Run! Man-Eating Tiger!!!

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 07:42:59 +0400

Don't even begin to ask about my title...I have no idea -_-

Prom night...

When I call out Your Name Do you Hear — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 11:04:43 +0400

Prom was saturday night. It was great. The Dj played like 4 slow songs...and I made Amy dance to every one of them. But...this has been in my head all night...it's midnight on sunday...well...monday now isn't it? I have shool but I can't sleep. I'm in my bra and boxers. With no glasses so I can't see shit. But I couldn't sleep without getting this down. And I don't know why. But I can't't dance for shit.....but I want to learn to dirty dance -_- I know that's an odd request...but I do. I'm tired of not being able to and having all my friends do it, but me not be able to. Ugh...it sucks.