Stolen...

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Wed, 11 Feb 2009 06:24:29 +0300

I stole this from Bulldyke...

So here's how it works...
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For the first question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button TWICE
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man!

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE

Opening Credits:
The War's End- Rancid

Waking Up:
Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds- The Beatles
First Day at School:
Death or Glory- The Clash (weirdly appropriate?)
Falling in Love:

Gay Day '08...

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 04:33:30 +0400

Clay Aiken came out today... not that anyone is surprised, but finally! Also, Lindsay Lohan finally confirmed her relationship with that DJ chick... damn this was one day full of famous gays.

Camp

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 18:50:41 +0400

So, I haven't posted in ages, but way way way more has happened then I currently have time to write about, because of this I'm going to give an abridged version. So, two and half weeks ago I graduated eighth grade from the school that I was at for NINE YEARS. Anyway, evil bitch #1 did graduate with us, although she hadn't been to school in while and we had thought she dropped out.

If I knew how to be you

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 03:44:36 +0400

If I knew how to be you
I wouldn't need to be me

If you knew how I wish I was you
You wouldn't need to be you

If you would tell me what chases away your beautiful smile
I wouldn't need to wonder

If I could tell you what is wrong here
You wouldn't need to wonder

If you would tell me that you loved me
and I could tell you that I think about you
and everyone else didn't care

You leave us crying over postcards from mexico...

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 19:13:59 +0400

...baby you're never far enough away.

This line from the Girlyman song "Postcards from Mexico" sums up a lot of what has been happening in my life and what I've been feeling lately.
There hasn't been anything specifically about Mexico, but feeling of the line is clear enough: I miss you, but when your around, life is hell.

Movie!

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Wed, 19 Mar 2008 00:53:21 +0300

Ok, so a couple of month's ago I posted that my class was making a short film about a lesbian highschooler who gets killed as a result of a hate crime and submitting it to a film festival. Well... two weeks ago we finished and sent it off to Brooklyn friends school... and today we learned that we were one of the finalists (It's a quaker school, there is no ONE winner).

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Thu, 13 Mar 2008 04:20:00 +0300

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. I'm going crazy. I think I'm about to start crying and I don't know why and there's no one around to talk to.

What I love

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 02:54:12 +0300

One of the things I love about oasis is that you can say whatever you need to. Yes it is a community for queer and questioning youth, but just because that's what it's for doesn't mean that that's all it has to be or all that can be discussed.
Being able to come here and just rant about whatever inane things are bothering is freeing

Iced Lattes

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Sat, 08 Mar 2008 22:40:40 +0300

Ok, so I actually wrote this a few hours ago, but my internet stopped working while I was writing...:(

Iced Chocolate lattes from Dunkin Donuts are amazing. Seriously. They are so good that I drank two of them this morning.

Anyway, now that everyone is aware of my new love, on to real stuff.

I know, I know

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Thu, 28 Feb 2008 05:16:21 +0300

Ok, so I know that a few entries ago, I swore that I would not be mopey anymore, but only the first little bit of this post will be mopey, I swear! Ok, mopey part: So my best friend, who I'm not really sure why I'm even friends with because we have NOTHING in common, is being a TOTAL bitch! Seriously, I just want to smack her! Ok, mopey part over now!

Happiness

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Thu, 21 Feb 2008 04:32:48 +0300

Ok, so I had a freaking AMAZING day

If you're happy and you know it...

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Tue, 19 Feb 2008 16:54:31 +0300

I haven't posted on here in a few weeks, but that's not to say I haven't thought about it. It's just that I was reading back on my old journal entries (not that their are that many of them...) and I realized that almost all of them have been mopey and whiney sounding and I need to get one thing clear: I am not a mopey person!

What can I say, I have time

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Sat, 09 Feb 2008 06:40:17 +0300

Birthday:: December 23, Unknown year
Birthplace:: Boston, MA
Eye Color:: blue
Hair Color:: Brown
Height:: 5'0"
Right handed or Left handed?: southpaw!
Your Heritage:: eastern european mutt
My Worst Habit:: ...candy
Zodiac Sign:: Capricorn
Shoe Size:: 5
Pants Size:: 0
Innie or Outie?: Innie
Parents Still Together?: uhuh

Sigh

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Sat, 02 Feb 2008 05:26:32 +0300

I've been feeling kinda mopey lately, I mean, I've been happy enough, but I guess I've just been feeling kinda lonely. This mostly stems from listening to love songs. Not the cheesy "I want you, need you" kinda things, but sweet ones, ones that were written with someone really sweet in mind.

Breakdown

Notuptothinkingofacreativeusername — Tue, 22 Jan 2008 00:03:27 +0300

Yesterday I had what I guess I would call a nervous breakdown, except that there was no reason for it, and it was me doing it. What I mean by that is I was in the car with my mom and we pulled up in front of our house and I started crying a screaming, but it wasn't me doing it, it was like watching someone else control my body from inside my head.