I'm dating this girl named Jackie. I like her, and my feelings are growing. We were dating off and on for two weeks and had a 1 1/2 week break and then we started dating again.

I get so jealous because she talks about other girls AND guys all the time, and doesn't show me much affection. And when we're in public she pays more attention to everyone that's not me. I hate it.

And she's always grounded, everytime I call her mom says she's grounded from the phone...
And whenever someone asks me who I'm dating and I tell them, they're like, "Ewww, that's gross!" But I don't really see anything wrong with her... except she can't seem to make up her mind. But I don't find that gross, I find it frustrating, and confusing..... And then there's the lying... like, "Oh, I'm pregnant" and stuff. I believed her until I was told by numerous people that she had said that before...ehhh.

And she couldn't come to the holiday semi formal with me because she had surgery this wek to get her appendix removed... and I'm just worried that she doesn't really care about me or wana be with me.

I'm worried she wants someone else more than me. She talks about other people all the time right in front of me... Does she ever talk about me?

*confusion*

She said let's change our luck
this night is all we've got
drive fast until we crash
this dead end life
sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
brick walls are closing in
let's make a run tonight

blinded by the lights
hold you through forever
Won't let you go

cause if you jump
I will jump too
we will fall together
from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we've done
we'll say it was love
cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue

she said don't change your mind
let's leave this town behind
we'll race right off the cliff
they will remember this
it all got so mundane
with you I'm back again
just take me by the hand
we're close to the edge

blinded by the lights
hold you through forever
never let you go

cause if you jump
I will jump too
we will fall together
from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we've done
we'll say it was love
cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue

where are your guts to fly
soaring through, through the night
and if you take that last step
I'll follow you
leave the edge and fly
we're finally alive

cause if you jump
I will jump too
we will fall together
from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we've done
we'll say it was love
cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue
so what's left to prove
we have made it through