I don't want to say this at all but I realy need some guidence and if I can't say it online then where?

I think it's safe to say that I'm depressed again. I had a whole week of happy though so I guess I'm lucky. I have everthing that I wanted, good grades, a bf, but now it doesn't even feel important. I miss H. It's been two years since I'veeven seen her and I'm still pining after this girl who never even liked me like that. And I'm with D now so I'm pathetic and a tease.

It started out pretty typicaly, with me slightly depressed and with the added stress of tomorrow's PSATs, but even in homeroom things started looking up.

Hi, I'm amaranth and I'm 15 and, well, this is my official debut on oasis. I've been floating around here for a while but I just decided to make an account. Anyway, a little about me: