Life.

underage_thinker — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 01:30:02 -0400

Hey all

Haven't been on in a while....

A bit of stalking Ruby's journal, but doesn't everyone? :-)

Happy Place?

underage_thinker — Fri, 19 Sep 2008 21:00:00 -0400

I haven't been on in a.. long... while. I have no time anymore to read through every post and write long rats about nothing anybody(including myself) could possibly care about.

This school year started with motivation and 2 AP classes. I've been pouring out songs that I can actually bear to listen to, and am in an audition choir at my school. I am confident and well-balanced.

La Luna

underage_thinker — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 19:40:59 -0400

Do you remember that time when we were driving and you were speaking, and I was writing down what you had to say? Do you remember that, Luna?

The end... The beggining

underage_thinker — Sat, 31 May 2008 19:22:08 -0400

This school year is nearly over.
thank whoever it is needs to be thanked

I'm a completely different person from who I was this time 12 months ago, and I think I'm more myself. I've been on a long journey to try to find myself, and I'm somewhere entirely new and different. I think it's nice here. I'd like to stay here a while.

Mourning is a Process

underage_thinker — Wed, 28 May 2008 22:15:07 -0400

School is almost finished for the year
the year that went by so fast could never have been stretched out longer

my dad says that I have to just hold on as hard as I can for the next week and a half and then I can finally break free

my grandpa died three( or so, time is so convoluted) weeks ago and I have yet to mourn

The week that he was incapacitated, after his stroke, was a blur.

Letting Go

underage_thinker — Wed, 07 May 2008 11:44:39 -0400

So I haven't been online in...... forever.
The reason I am now is that I can't go to school, so I have the day to do with as I please (well not exactly).

Fun Fun Fun

underage_thinker — Mon, 14 Apr 2008 21:32:23 -0400

Ha. I'm on spring break!

In The Beginning

underage_thinker — Sun, 10 Feb 2008 21:19:23 -0500

Once upon a time, there was a land filled with wonder and delight and all of God's happy fluffy creations. All the creatures lived happily. And then God made Eve. And he saw that she was perfect. And Eve because friends with all of the happy animals and it was good. But none of the animals could talk, and Eve began to get lonely because God was too busy with everything to talk to her.

Life? Life? I thought you were listening

underage_thinker — Wed, 30 Jan 2008 21:52:37 -0500

Nothing seems to be happening in my life. But seeing as I'm in charge of it, that probably makes sense, because I'm not doing anything. Just walking throughout the day. Standing, sitting, eating, sleeping. I talk when I'm supposed to. I laugh whenever I notice I'm supposed to. I basically live as minimally as I can get away with.

I thought about what you said

underage_thinker — Wed, 23 Jan 2008 21:54:44 -0500

I know that I’ve always
Thought you so wise and true
But now that I question;
Can it still be true

That you have the flaws
I have seen before this time
While only in searching
For more
From

Nothing is Nowhere
is
know-how
is
how-to

How to do what you do

Never is how far
I’ve come for someone
Reliable

You’ve told me what
others can’t put into a phrase

Stupid Dependent Introverted Soul

underage_thinker — Wed, 16 Jan 2008 22:44:18 -0500

I feel lost without someone to obsess over. I'm pointless without a person to crave. But somehow, it's more genuine than something, because I was only fooling myself in the first place.

Mish Mosh Pish Posh

underage_thinker — Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:07:10 -0500

I'm done with my homework and it's only 5. I think this is a first. And I did the actually assignment for English, instead of just writing what's in my head at the moment. So now I'm free to read and play music and shtufffs.

emo child

underage_thinker — Sun, 13 Jan 2008 18:51:44 -0500

No megusta mi tarea.

I'm baaack. To school.

underage_thinker — Wed, 09 Jan 2008 21:09:18 -0500

School again. The monotonous act that seems to lengthen as the day goes on. Talking to certain people (just a type of person, not a specific person) makes me sick. I'd much rather be at home writing/playing/recording music. Reading or writing. Dancing in the rain.....

Bad Bad Bad Bad Bad Day

underage_thinker — Tue, 08 Jan 2008 15:04:04 -0500

Yesterday was a Bad Bad Bad Bad day. I never really thought that a day without school could possible be a bad day. But it was. I was at home just pacing around and doing nothing. I knew I was supposed to be doing a lot of other shit I didn't want to think about. But I couldn't. I never even got out of my pajamas. I just read all day. I read The Passion, which was really good.