My last day of freedom (for now).

Ricky-chan72 — Wed, 03 Sep 2008 08:15:59 -0400

Well, tomorrow is the first day of my last year of high school.

Surprisingly, I'm not incredibly anxious about it like I was with previous years. I guess b/c it's my last year in this hellhole of a school.

screw titles. :P

Ricky-chan72 — Tue, 19 Aug 2008 15:26:31 -0400

I hate how I have to write a 10 page paper on everything I learned in Chinese class last year and I only have a few weeks to do it. The fact that I found out about it last week makes it feel worse.

aaaaaaaah.

Ricky-chan72 — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 23:14:39 -0400

it's nearing the end of summer and GODDAMNIT I haven't done anything remotely interesting.

hey, wait a sec, wasn't this the general tone of my last journal?

well, um, anyway,

I'M GONNA GO WATCH INVADER ZIM. THEN MAKE BISCUITS. :DDDD

venus in the dark.

Ricky-chan72 — Tue, 05 Aug 2008 19:24:23 -0400

umm, don't ask about the title. it's a song by Mika Nakashima that I've been listening to non-stop. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NGRTlNTMBms) o.0;

my head hurts. I've been thinking too much. mainly because school is on the horizon and I'm finally hit with the realization that:

-I'm a senior.
-I have to apply for college.
-I dunno what colleges to apply to.

dark knight and shiz.

Ricky-chan72 — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 22:34:54 -0400

why so serious~?

so today I saw The Dark Knight because peer pressure made me! :D it was good. unfortunately, I saw it with my parents. not exactly the best idea. my mom talks too much.

"OH MY GOD, THE JOKER IS SUCH A BAD MAN! WHY WOULD HE DO THAT?!"
"WAIT, WASN'T THAT GUY DEAD LIKE 20 MINUTES AGO?! ROFLOLMAO"
"HEATH LEDGER IS SO AMAZING! GOSH, WHY DID HE HAVE TO DIE?!"

drag?

Ricky-chan72 — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 21:16:12 -0400

so lately I've been wondering what it would be like if I became a drag performer. it's odd. I can't really imagine myself in a dress & wig with makeup on. but it looks like fun. don't mind me, I'm being weird. :P

i can haz journal title?

Ricky-chan72 — Thu, 31 Jul 2008 20:02:23 -0400

so I've been meaning to post something but I haven't had anything to write about.

let's see... what have I been up to... *thinks*

umm, I've been developing my spiritual practice a bit, adding some new elements to the way I perform rituals and pray and such. it's pretty cool.

stuff + birthday tomorrow!

Ricky-chan72 — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 09:06:55 -0400

I lack a good thought-provoking title for this journal entry. ah well, it doesn't need it.

alive, but not living.

Ricky-chan72 — Mon, 14 Jul 2008 16:09:08 -0400

So I'm back in the States (eww!) after spending 10 days on a tropical island. Puerto Rico's a great place. It's a place of tremendous beauty and rich in culture, and well I'm proud to say I'm Puerto Rican. But enough of that, on to the ramblings.

already wasting my summer.

Ricky-chan72 — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 20:31:56 -0400

that's what I feel like I'm doing. mind you, we're only like, what? 2, 3 weeks into summer vacation? (at least for me, mine started June 10th.)

I feel like I should be working. Or hanging out with friends.

this is god.

Ricky-chan72 — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 20:40:02 -0400

Warning! Short theological essay ahead! Brain damage may ensue.

My mother said a very funny thing to me today.

“You know there’s only one God, right? I know you’re curious about all those other religions... but there’s only One True God.”

She points to the crucifix and extends her arms to mimic the death of Christ.

afraid

Ricky-chan72 — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 19:47:57 -0400

I'm afraid to ask you something very important.

I'm afraid to tell you about the way I feel.

I'm afraid because I don't know if things are going to be different.

it concerns me

Ricky-chan72 — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 09:49:59 -0400

The audacity of some people and their lack of concern for the environment... it really pisses me off.

Tell me...

Ricky-chan72 — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:44:23 -0400

what do you say to someone who apologizes to you months after they hurt you tremendously and now wants to start over? I haven't a clue. I mean, I put the situation behind me now, I'm over it. And now he comes along and apologizes, and wants to start over...

Part of me just wants to go with it, the other part tells me that not to trust him b/c he'll just hurt me all over again.

finally

Ricky-chan72 — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 16:27:07 -0400

junior year is over~!

I'm so happy. My last day in that hellhole of a school (OK it's not that bad I admit, but I still hate it) was yesterday. so I went in, sat through an awards ceremony (I was given a perfect conduct award, irony), got my fabulous yearbook, gave back texts, and said bye to some people I won't be seeing until September.