A Letter

As I sit writing on a tear tarnished piece of paper.
I struggle to find words that express the feelings that lie in me.
The confusion, angriness, sadness, and the joyfulness all pour out on the paper.
I brainstorm as I try to figure the right words to help you understand me.
I look out the windows to a tree, the leaves green as it always have been.
I look at the majesty of life.