I'm Back, and I Need Some Help (surprise!)

gaynow — Sun, 09 Nov 2008 00:23:36 -0500

Aww, memories... like how damn much I hate the mandatory title bar!!! Yaaaay!!

Well, off to camp...

gaynow — Sat, 28 Jun 2008 09:59:57 -0400

Not that I've ben posting all that much lately anyway ( a fact that makes me sad....) BUT: today I head off to 5 weeks of Composer's Camp in Dublin, New Hampshire. (Anyone who lives up there wanna come and visit meee?

I just sent this to HER.

gaynow — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 00:15:45 -0400

hey.
so, I didn’t want either of us to go away without me having gotten this off my chest:

CAMP!!?!???!!

gaynow — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 11:46:31 -0400

Woah. So, It less than a week, I'm going off to sleepaway camp for the first time ever, for a 5 week period. The most I've ever been away from home on my own is 3 days, tops. And I've always had a little bit of separation stuff (or something...

I don't know how to deal

gaynow — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 20:53:20 -0400

Yeah. It's been ages since I've written here. I miss it, but I don't have the time or energy. My best friend/unrequited love interest is cutting again and severely depressed and I don't know what to do.

Catholic Schoolgirls?

gaynow — Mon, 24 Mar 2008 18:24:59 -0400

I'm in a little unofficial writing group with some friends, and one of our writing prompts this week was "pleats and plaid."

Yepp. I'm gonna write me some Catholic Schoolgirl smut. ^^

Course, I was thinking this all out on the bus coming back from upstate today, and it was ^^, but I was sitting next to my mom and it was just a bit awkward...

Damnit, why is my life an English class novel?

gaynow — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 00:19:26 -0400

I absolutely hate it when something occurs in my life, and I pause and realize, "If this were happening in a novel, I'd underling that as something significant that I could write a homework assignment/essay on." DAMN IT!

Vagina Monologues!!

gaynow — Sun, 09 Mar 2008 12:58:53 -0400

OMG! I saw The Vagina Monologues at the LGBT Center last night, as a benefit for LAVAA. And i was SO AWESOME!!!

SCHOLASTIC!

gaynow — Tue, 04 Mar 2008 23:17:14 -0500

OMGOMGOMG!!! I got two scholastics!!! A gold and a silver. And like OMGYAY!!!

In other news: I need to learn gospel music. As in, the genre. Gotta be able to write gospel music by the end of the month. XD (So if anyone has stuff to give me... even just music to listen to... please!)

Knowing someone on Oasis?

gaynow — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 19:15:08 -0500

What happens when you know someone personally on Oasis? Esp. if that person figures prominently into your journal entries? Just sort of curious, 'cause I noticed some conversations going on between When I Call Out Your Name Do You Hear and ReinbowGirl.......... So? What happens/what do you think would happen/what are you afraid of happening? Etc., etc.?

So Fucking Confused...

gaynow — Thu, 21 Feb 2008 14:01:01 -0500

I just burst into tears for what I this is no reason at all. I'm so confused.

Should I tell her?

gaynow — Mon, 11 Feb 2008 18:27:38 -0500

Re: the 8th grader that I like who's actually, like, 18 on the inside. The other day, after I'd been having a pretty bad day to begin with, she reaffirmed again that all the flirting she's been doing with me has been purely platonic, and it just really sucked to hear it again, so a few minutes after I broke down into tears a little in the stairwell with a mutual friend.

In Which Innocent Dawn Discovers She Has a Toothed Vagina

gaynow — Sat, 02 Feb 2008 01:28:00 -0500

Heh, random titles are the bomb. I do believe THIS is the greatest movie ever. We should rent it and watch it at the big Oasis girls (and guys) orgy at Ruby's. God, will that surface in all of my journals?

My Dyke-y Film Education Continues...

gaynow — Mon, 21 Jan 2008 20:51:10 -0500

Watched DEBS last night. So cute!!!

Waves of Issues... wow.

gaynow — Thu, 17 Jan 2008 21:46:46 -0500

Wow. This stuff really does come in waves on Oasis, doesn't it? At the risk of being an issue copy-cat:
my gender is confusing me.