I don't know posted earlier about the letter we'll in our discussion after I printed it and gave it to her... i was like whats wrong with the attic and she was like because they have stuff at woody's (local gay bar type thing) and I just don't understand she only see's this negativity in it....

May 7, 2007
Dear Mom,

First Journal Entry

I don’t know this past week already has felt liberating, uniting and depressing to me. I have feelings that there may be a new someone out there for me. Just not sure if I should say something but not exactly ready yet, I think he knows what I am. I just seem to speak to him on the phone then any more of my friends who are straight and are guys.