Tuesday's Anti-LGBT hate crime, and the return of Kevin Jennings, I am out raged

TheInsideLlama — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 21:11:48 -0500

A message from Executive Director Kevin Jennings

Friends,

As you may know, I returned to GLSEN following a five month sabbatical last week.

The below was not the kind of welcome back news I was hoping for.

I wonder what it feels like (wrote this almost a month ago)

TheInsideLlama — Sun, 27 Jan 2008 17:58:35 -0500

I wonder what it feels like to get a paycheck, to show up to work, to feel like there is a purpose to my life. I am a year away from high school graduation and I have yet to find my purpose in life. I feel as if must be one of lost dreams, corrupted hope and no sense of direction. I only see a cliff that I am being pushed towards after graduation.

Gone, Gone for the weekend.

TheInsideLlama — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 14:06:43 -0500

Hey,

If It's The Economy, Then Why Is It Only Affecting Me?

TheInsideLlama — Sun, 16 Dec 2007 18:23:06 -0500

In an recent exchange of emails with a slightly older college senior friend of mine, I had discussed my never ending quest for employment and how I am constantly ignored and turned away. I applied for seasonal all over the place and just no one ever called back. I don't understand when my peers are having no trouble obtaining employment and I'm the one here struggling.

Today was the Day, Today is the Day, I don't know what to say

TheInsideLlama — Sat, 25 Aug 2007 11:59:01 -0400

sent as a messege to me on facebook from ricky a few people here have been sent this already... This wasnt me who came out, It was someone I really like, a member here, Ricky.

"I had a feeling"

that today I would come out to Mom. A few weeks ago, I picked out a day to come out to her and wrote it down: August 25th. So it's fate, I guess.

I called someone today... Summer is almost over

TheInsideLlama — Tue, 21 Aug 2007 15:45:50 -0400

Well everyone I called Ricky today :) this seems like it might go somewhere. That somewhere is to the magical land of gay teen romance. In any news it was raining here for a while today... and I'm also listening to bad music on some sh outcast internet radio station thing. but I changed the channel and its better a bit now.

I wonder sometimes

TheInsideLlama — Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:03:13 -0400

I sometimes wonder if people do things to be nice and get my hopes up. I sometimes wonder if they really do care about things. or if I'm just taking too much and that they just feel bad?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEFF

TheInsideLlama — Wed, 08 Aug 2007 18:46:02 -0400

Well tomorrow Jeff (the creator of this site will be turning 39... So I just thought if you would like to say something to him leave it here...

Thanks Pat!!! for the books...

TheInsideLlama — Mon, 06 Aug 2007 18:42:58 -0400

Thanks for donating the books... Even though you still haven't technically donated them yet...

Just wanted to publicly thank you here on Oasis.

Thanks all for now

-John

Ranting of a rant... Not emo this time

TheInsideLlama — Sun, 05 Aug 2007 20:55:09 -0400

Not much is going on my gay little world lately... Just ushual things in my home nothing new except I'm eating a box of cheeze it's I remeber when I put them in a VCR when I was a little kid... I know how bad of me

Pour my soul into the spinning blades of a Fan

TheInsideLlama — Thu, 02 Aug 2007 11:52:14 -0400

Beyond the Border Is what I want to see

So activists turn people off?

TheInsideLlama — Sun, 29 Jul 2007 10:32:13 -0400

My mom says everything that I'm doing is going to turn off people at my school. Make them think negatively of me, I don't know what else

I just don't care any more just shoot me. Fuck it all, I don't want to fight any more.

Since she says Peter just wants to use me, I will just return to dwelling about Chris.

I wish things would change for something else...

Oasiswhorism

TheInsideLlama — Fri, 27 Jul 2007 17:59:41 -0400

Raise Your Hand if you are an Oasis whore?

I raised my hand there see :)

Gayborhood

TheInsideLlama — Fri, 27 Jul 2007 16:12:56 -0400

Why aren't the most obvious people out when ever I walk through the gayborhood? Does my grandmom scare em all away?

I did get to walk past the gay book store "Giovannis Room" and see a little sticker in the window of a map of the us with rainbow all over it :)

\end rant

A Weekend away from Philadelphia

TheInsideLlama — Thu, 19 Jul 2007 19:41:30 -0400

I'm getting away from this god forsaken city of mine. It is really becoming a mad house of blood and bullets and tears. I don't know how the media is able to bring it to words, It has become so far that I have caught the media lying on T.V. about the number of murders here. I don't live in the ghetto but it's all over and soon no area of the city will be sane and blood free.