EVERY ONE ON HERE IS A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then again there's only three ppl on right now. Um um um um um okay nothing good or bad has happened, i just got done with my movie night and i watched the lion king and i cried when Mufasa died....

Last night we got into this fight and I knew she wasn't telling me something so I asked her about it. I knew what was wrong cuz she hasn't really been happy very much lately and she said that she just wanted to be friends but then I kept telling myself I wouldn't cry and after twenty minutes of trying to tell her I understood I totally broke down.

Every time that the phone rings once and it's a dial tone they think it's chloe. Every time it's private they think it's chloe. If it's past midnight guess what..............THEY THINK IT'S CHLOE! I mean come on what did she do to them? Is it absolutely mandatory for them to be tracking my every move anyway?

Today is me momma's birthday!!

I finally got my myspace set up. I've been trying for a month or so and it said I didn't have a valid email address and then Chloe looked me up and I have had one since January and totally forgot about it. Go figure. I move in with my mom in like two weeks so tonight is an un supervised visit and my first overnight with no medical and/or absence reason.

Today is my birthday! Yay!!

I sit and cry at night
Alone in the dark
While everything falls apart
Watching the light fade away

I wait for Him to take me
Away from this place I call Hell
How much worse could this be?
But why do I bother to tell?

You can't help me
You can't fix me
You can't give me back my tears
That I've cried over the years

I know that everything I want
Is something I ain't got

Yesterday I realized that the fourth of July is coming up in 3 days, my birthday is in two weeks, and today me and my gf have been together for six months. I love my life!!

well i am so fucking pissed right now. i just got back from the hair salon and they wont give me highlights cuz my grandma has headlice and now i got nits!

I'm really not sure why I even write in this thing at all it don't help none. But anyway I like this girl named Ashley and I told her and then she said that she was gay too but she already had a gf and that she couldn't return my feelings. Don't get me wrong I'm still with my gf of 5 months but I would still like to date Ashley even if did make me a player.

ok ppl im back but like i said not for very long. just a little update im still dating chloe its been over four months, im going to a big hotel and amusement park on the 28-30 so that will be like totally awesome my mom might even get to go YAY ME. She gets out on the third and i move in around july or august.

Ok yesterday I bought sandals and then today we went to barnes and noble and i got the book Keeping You a Secret. It is wonderful and everyone on here should read it even the guys. It doesn't focus on the sexual relationship but the emotional side of one. You can tell they really care for each other and that they dont care about what other people think.

You know it's really not that bad that she lied to me because I cheated on her and then told her about it! Is it better to cheat and not tell or cheat and come clean?

She lied to me. She sent me a pic and my mom looked it up and it turns out that the guy who is at the bottom is a pro and the pic was taken in boston. She lives in North Carolina. I was crying for so long, I can't believe it alrought it does get worse......I took her back.

You know we're always fighting but I love her to death! On the first we will have been going out for 3 months, she asked me out on New Years.:)