Okay I keep hearing shit about a pole shift, and giants and Nibiru and shit, and in my opinion, it's all a big load of bull shit. First off, it goes against everything Darwin said about evolution. Second off, why would giants have sex with someone as small as humans.
Ello mates, me!
I have to wait until Monday. I have to wait to see her face. Hear her laugh. Tell her the truth. I've pretty much slept all day. Time goes by faster when you're totally knocked out. I know her number. I could call her, but i want to tell her in real life. When we have some privace, ya know?
Allright, I want to warn everybody. Tomorrow the final choice is going to be made. Everything is relying on tomorrow. I love Chloe. But I love Ashley.
I saw Jazmin during our school picnic....I sware to God, she looked like Vanessa. Exactly like Vanessa. I fainted. I still feel light headed. Other things are going on between me and Chloe but I don't wanna talk about it. I feel icky. I threw up earlier.
The bruise is still there. It's like a rainbow cuz it's red at the top, purple at the bottom, and has all the colors in between. It hurts like hell and yesterday Jesse Belle hit me on my shoulder cuz she forgot and it hurt really really bad....
My mom was on the phone with the dentist trying to make an appointment for me and I was chasing her through the house trying to get her to hang up. But then she went outside, and I push the screen to get the door open but it broke so I ran my shoulder into the frame. I have a big bruise about 2 inches in diameter......
Does anone actually read these? If not I'm just going to stop posting....
Okay normally I hate morning and me and Chloe don't talk in the morning but we did today and I hope we will tomorrow too. It's up to me cuz if I'm tired she'll have me go back to bed, and if I'm happy like I was this morning we'll talk. Yesterday was, like, a really good day. We got along just fine, didn't talk too much we just enjoyed being together.
I've actually never looked at her just to see what she looked like in her underwear. I know I said I did but I was runnin outa things to type. She dressed out next to me today cuz we had gym today, and I sware to the first gay person of the world that I didn't look. When we do talk I look her in the eye, just like I do everybody else.
Okay so the main thing about this journal is this. I like Jazmin. I'm still with Chloe and I know it's gonna stay that way. But I really, really, really like Jazzy. I've liked her since sixth grade I just never admitted it. Now I'm happy though cuz she is right next to me in the locker room. She looks great in her underwear.
...and it's still prolly gonna be boring. I got over my strep throat now I'm just tired. Quite honestly like six A.M. is my only free time. After this I have to go get my clothes, find my backpack, do something that will stay private, and then go to school. And for those of you wondering no the private thing is not perverted.
Okay so on saturday i was like complaining about my throat so mom took me to the doctors and they said i had strep throat and a cold. I still have a fever and I've taken two perscription pills and an over the counter so you'd think that the fever would have gone down atleast a little but noooo.
It's like 6:02 last year I would've just gotten up two minutes ago. But nooo, now I get up at 5 a.m.. There are benefits to it though so atleast I'm not doing for some stupid ass reasons. I get up that early to say good morning to my gf and also because I meet Charlie at school at 6:45. My dog walked in on my mom while she was taking her bath....I feel so sorry for him.
My mom is obssessed with spaghetti o's. It's kind of sad. Me and Chloe are really good, we haven't fought in a while so we're both happy bout that. We get along really well since I can remind her to take her deppresion pills every morning and she can remind me to take my birth control, so we aren't emotional wrecks! YAY!!!!