I don't know if I've mentioned, but I got my hair cut last Tuesday. I usually wear it up because our straightener sucked and my hair misbehaves without some heat and all that. But now my hair is nice and short[er than it used to be] and we got a straightener that can handle my thin wavy hair. So, goody, I can wear it down now! Plus, I just really like the cut.

In my last entry I mentioned C's beautiful Canon Rebel digital camera and how I had pictures to go with it from last weekend.

A lot of the better pictures I took of C are on this laptop and not where I can access them to resize, unforunately. But here's a few that I was able to get a hold of [not necessarily of C]:

Good news, my crush on C?

In the next two weeks I have to study up on Andy Warhol. It's our last project for English [AP] now that AP tests are over. I was thinking about doing Hitler, but my friend said how she wanted to do Andy Warhol but couldn't [AP History reasons] and so that gave me an idea. She's quite the fan, so she loned me three or four books that are Warhol related.

Yesterday I hung out with T. T is one of my good friends, the one who made all the jokes about me being gay even though she didn't know. I've mentioned her and her jokes before. The jokes are funny, actually, not offensive. It was just wierd since I hadn't confirmed my being gay with her. But anyway, I had it on my agenda to tell her I was, but the right time never really came.

I basically told C I liked her last night. Here's how it happened:

AP English tests were today. That's right, D-Day. We stormed the beaches of AP English knowledge and proved ourselves in the face of AP Gods. Or at least proved ourselves to the face of colleges, so we can get credit for the class. In summary, biggest test of the year. And I'm lucky: I only have to take one of the AP tests, since I'm only in one class.

So I had these two pictures I'm totally proud of that I've been meaning to share but haven't yet.

Saturday I saw the movie "The Invisible" with Y, C, and Y's boyfriend we'll call P. I disobeyed the law and drove C to the theater so her parents didn't have to do it. Y and P are super anal and drive in their own seperate cars, hah "Ok honey let's go on a date!" "Ok, I'll meet ya there!"

"If I was gay, I would totally go out with you."
Arugh, shutup.

I've mentioned C many times. I like C. A lot. [There's a history of this crush on here]. My crush on her was strong, then faded, and now is bumping up to hit me in the goddamn face all over again. And remember, she's straight.

I figured I'd post chapter 3 of my updating saga while eating my cheerios before I head off to a dermatologist appt.

In continuation to my post from yesterday I have the jokes T makes, recurring feelings for C, and "Lesbian Hot, Regular Hot" game to discuss.

It's been a while. I got a new laptop this weekend and have spent my time on that instead of here [where the internet is] and such. Plus a lot of time with C and going to S's work to talk to a lesbian she works with about being gay etc [we didn't really talk a lot, sadly.]

Story number one "S guesses my crush on C": S [one of my best friends that I'm out to, for those of you who don't remember from my journals back] told during 6th period Spanish that she had a question for me. So after class we went to our counselor for community college crap and then out to the parking lot.

I spent a goddamn hour in Barnes and Noble before growing a pair and actually walking directly up to the "Gay and Lesbian" section. I swear to you, an hour!