10 Days...

yesac — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 06:18:40 +0300

until VDay. I'm not the biggest fan of it and I've never had someone on that day until now.

Eeeks.

I think it's from how commercialized VDay actually is. Hallmark cards and overpriced and overpouring amounts of advertising on it really makes this day so....overdone. There's so much pressure to make it special, when the definition of special has been taken up by what I just mentioned above.

And I'm contradicting my own words because I guess love makes you see things differently. (or just do things differently). Because I'm definitely making a difference on this day.

Weekend Getaway

yesac — Mon, 12 Jan 2009 08:33:18 +0300

I think Oasis is the only place I really feel comfortable enough to blab about my relationship openly. Even though it's becoming mushy and gushy these few months, I don't know where else I can write. I'm quite a private person, and I don't tell my friends much unless they try to pry for details.
I guess what they say is true, it is easier to tell people you don't know things.

2009 already?! Damn...

yesac — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 16:22:03 +0300

Wow I realized I haven't written here for 2 weeks! I guess I also haven't really had time to write while I was back home. Dinners were continuous, and every night was a feast. I think I gained back all that freshmen 15 I finally managed to burn off these 2 1/2 years. Damnit! Now I have to lose it all over again!

Home

yesac — Tue, 16 Dec 2008 04:40:04 +0300

I've been back one day and so far my parents act like nothing happened a month ago, and my room now looks like a demo from ikea, other than the clutter. MY NEW BED IS SO SOFT AND THE SHEETS....UHHHH TO DIE FOR....I never wanna get out of bed now hahahaha.

Secret Whispers and Cheese Fondue

yesac — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 16:16:04 +0300

"I think I'm falling in love with you."
"I think I'm falling in love with you too."

Our faces were touching, barely a gap between us.
We whispered to each other even though we could have yelled it on top of our lungs and no one else would have heard.

But we chose to whisper.

Superhuman

yesac — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 16:30:42 +0300

Lyrics are used many times between us and has plenty to describe our relationship...and plenty to explain the amount of intensity between us, when we're so overwhelmed that even simple words can't explain how we feel about each other anymore.

So here's to Superhuman - Chris Brown feat. Keri Hilson

The Aftermath

yesac — Sun, 23 Nov 2008 14:25:42 +0300

Now that my mom knows she won't stop calling.

Came out to my Family

yesac — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 13:27:01 +0300

Sigh.
Something I've planned to do for over 2 years and I finally did it. It hurts for them for sure, but it also hurts for me that it had to happen. They're my family and I never wanted to hurt them, but this is me and they have to know. It's never a easy thing to do, and I had to do it over the phone since I'm not at home.

Selfish

yesac — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 06:47:13 +0300

This is lame. There are so many things going on with the world, school, other people's life. Don't get me wrong, I still care for those....but yet, the only thing I can talk about and think about is her.
It's always her, her, oh her, it's her, here's her...HER. Everywhere.

She's got me pretty bad, and vice versa for her.
I think I need some duck tape to keep my mouth shut.

10 minutes before clock hits 12, and I turn 20.

yesac — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 10:51:13 +0300

I'm still so young but I'm also hitting the next decade of my life. This calls for new beginnings.

A while I wrote an email to my 2 sisters, both older than me, who both know that I am bi, explaining that I will be coming out to my parents this Christmas.

Birthday Date

yesac — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 23:57:59 +0300

I couldn't ask for a better Birthday date. =)

Let's Just Be

yesac — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 00:04:28 +0300

"Let's Just Be - Miguel"
She already found a song that describes exactly how we are together. I guess it's cool being with a DJ? haha. We're both addicted to it.

This is so bad, I can't work properly, can't focus. She's the No. 1 distraction for everything in life right now. She can't get her mixes right because of the same reason.

Records

yesac — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 13:15:11 +0300

We broke so many records on "never have I done this for a person" list.

We're attached to the point it's not even cute anymore, it's becoming so intense. This is a whole new level I'm on in relationships, We miss each other when we're talking. We think about each other to the point where sleeping is almost impossible, and we won't go offline even when we're falling asleep on each other.

Candy Kisses

yesac — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 21:50:14 +0300

We talked about insecurities. It so happens we both get nervous around each other, because we're both afraid of falling hard. She says she doesn't believe in forever, and I can understand that. Even I don't believe in forever, but I think I can see it coming. That we're both going to fall hard.

Her kisses melt me. They're sweet like candy.
I want more =)

I think...

yesac — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 08:27:32 +0300

we're starting to get quite attached to each other.
She came over last night and we watched 4 episodes of Dexter and Anchorman to lighten up the twisted tv show. By the time we were done it was 2am-ish and she ended up staying over though we both had to wake up early. she was talking to me online tired as hell, but she said it was all worth it. hehe.