So i got my G2 today which in Canada allows you to drive without another person. A G1 you have to drive with someone who has had there license for 4 or more years and is over a certain age and not between 12am-5am. Now i only have a few restrictions that won't really apply to me much and can drive whenever.
Tonight was pride bowling.. it was fun and the best part was that it was free.. you were only suppose to get 2 games free but we just pressed the new game button after we finished each and we ended up bowling 4 games. After the 4 games it was almost 9 and our wrists were hurting so we decided to call it quits, we're pretty sure it was only open (pride bowling) till 9 anyway.
Wicked Witch from the West, Bitch, Asshole, Annoying, Barbara Ann, The lady who's taking my dad from me, My dad's girlfriend... all are things I"ve called her before. Until today I didn't realize how much i actually cared about her. I knew i cared about her but I geuss I'd always just pretended not to care that much about her and tried not to like her.
I've decided to basically have the pita without the pita, so a salad.
I slept in till noon today for the first time in my life. I went downstairs to make a pita wrap and they'd gone moldy. Which makes me mad. I looked at the lil bread tag and it says june 25 so technically they should still be good today. We didn't leave them out or anything, just stored um properally. I really wanted a pita.
All over my town at this moment in time there a probably over a hundred teens begging their parents not to study. However, I am begging my mom to study. My mom told me I wasn't allowed to study anymore because my head was going to explode and I had studied to much.
So over 2 weeks have gone by since my last post. We figured out my back was a torn muscle rather then a pinched nerve. I've been seeing the Chiropractor 2-3 times a week. Today I'm actually doing pretty good. Although we're a little worried because my leg has been really tingly, numb and has been falling asleep which isn't good.
So yesterday i spent most of the day doing nothing, just laying down. I have a pinched nerve in my lower back making it hard to do basically everything. I can't grab anything that isn't at leas an arms length away. I can't bend down, standing or sitting upright i feel like screaming.
I just found out that my best friend since grade 4 is moving to Saskatchewan. FUCK!
are all words I shouldn't be hearing at the age of 16 (going on 17) and I hate that at this age I have to be hearing these words and that it scares me soo much. I hate going to the doctors, i avoid it at all costs and when i actually go it's because i have to ie... I'm so sick i haven't eaten things in days, my throats has hurt for a month, lumps or i need shots or i get kicked outta school
So my life has been extremely busy. This is the first time i've actually sat down and enjoyed time by myself... not that i haven't enjoyed my time earlier it's just different. I had my first day of drivers ed today.... it was extremely boring.
I wish this world was a safe enough place. A place where i could just yell back to people... "TO bad I'm QUEER!" I was walking my dog minding my own buisness. I was feelin great wearing my big sweats and my new comfy sweatshirt listening to "For the Night's I can't remember" By Hedley. These 3 guys from my school are biking towards me.
This morning I went to kilometer club walked a couple kilometers then did co-op stuff then went to my school had music then physics and then walked home. Yes i walked home!