Exhaustion much? Swim meet went well, we took 2nd out of 7 teams. Go us.

So so so much drama with teenage girls. And I'm capitan, so I have to deal with it.

So I'm gunna answer questions about my last post...

When I say free, I mean front crawl. When I say 500, I mean torture.

So I just got home from swim practice...Which means that my school day is 2 hours longer than most people. Masochistic, I know. I'm still in my barely damp swim suit and skipped getting dress in favor of...A sweatshirt. High fashion, I know.

The first thing on my mind, once in the door: FOOD

School.
*gulp*
Tomorrow.
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My swim coach can't spell TOMORROW. He puts 2 m's and 2 r's.
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I'm not ready for school.

Or Senior year...
*double gulp*
Or life...

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It looks something like the hokie pokie, ballet, hammer time, and Jack Sparrow...

So...

happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance happy dance.

I'm done now...

♥

I'm happy...

Because of this girl...

Her name is Bekka...

She makes me smile...

And she is amazing...

And about 18 zillion other adjectives...

♥

Her mom wouldn't let her spend the night. So I should have said good bye last night. Because I doubt I'll be able to see her again. So instead of just coming over for a few hours, she goes to one of her friends houses. Where her mother doesn't care if she spends the night. His name is Andrew and he has always been her mom's favorite.

I saw her last night... :) There's no rest for the wicked... Apparently, I'm the reason she's going to hell. But that's okay...if you're gunna sin a little, you might as well sin a lot...If you're going to hell, go there for a good reason...Hopefully, I get to see her today...Maybe, maybe not. Her mother is being a whorebag.

I should be cleaning my room...but I'm not...
I should be considering going to bed...but I'm not...
I hate time differences...
Bekka amuses me to no end...she's a fabulous distraction...
My best friend is in town.
I'm counting hours until I get to see her...
Can you take a vacation from life?
School? Please? I need a distraction...That lasts longer than Bekka...;)
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So this vegitarian is craving an Ultimate Cheese Burger from Jack in the Box...This is weird...

Is it bad if I'm thinking about an almost complete stranger often? Not constantly, just often...More like occasionally...well...a few times a day...Oh goddess...I shouldn't be allowed to meet new people...
:/

So I was asleep, in the chair, in my living room, having some amazing dreams...mhmmm, you know what I mean....Gooooood dreams... ;) And all of a sudden, the fire alarm goes off. I wish I could say that I slept through it...But nooo, here I am, yawning and wishing I was still asleep. The plumber set off the fire alarm. How he did this, I don't know. Buuuuttt, he did. *shakes head*
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Bits of this is taken from myspace messages with Lost_In_Wonderland. And text messages to ShadowFrosty. Because I write as if I'm talking to somebody...
Me: My dad just broke the shower...Oh man...
L_I_W: do i wanna know how he broke it? probably not....
Me: He broke it...*trying* to fix it. Yep. Supposedly, it wasn't his fault. I don't buy that line though...

Alrighty then. This is my oppinion on the whole knowing your sexuality when you're in 5th grade/13. Though the two are vastly different. In todays' world, there is no age limit on self discovery. So yes, I think you can know at 13 that you're gay. I'm not saying that things don't change, but thats completely different. I won't go as far to say that you will know 100%. Because things change.

So my first week of swim practice is almost over. And today, for some chlorine induced reason, I decided that I wanted to make it to districts in the 500 yrd event. For all you non-swimmers, 500's are the longest event in the high school swim meet. Nobody on my team will voluntarily swim this event. But me. The asthmatic. I swim the 500 in a little over 9 minutes.

My ex-girlfriend, that I am still completely in love with, Shadowfrosty, is coming here. To Washington. And I get to see her...Butterflies and happiness and jumping up and down and a little bit of a squeak. She gets here the 30th. I can't wait. I haven't seen her in way way too long...And now...the only question is...Whats gunna happen?