We've got the dreamers disease

fatefellshort — Thu, 23 Apr 2009 05:42:57 +0400

Day of silence was today at my school. Good experience. Although it totally contradicts what the day is all about, i really loved not having to talk to anyone XD. But of course I know that it's about not being able to speak up and having to censor oneself etc. So obviously in real life that would hurt

Long Time No Write

fatefellshort — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 19:19:04 +0400

I haven't written in this journal in forever and ever. =[ Probably because my love interest is still one & only boy. I guess I feel like I should only write about girl interests in here? But I love boy so I barely notice anyone else in the world, female or male..

INFP

fatefellshort — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 16:32:00 +0300

"INFPs tend toward depression and it's not really a big mystery as to why.

It's about making choices and decisions. I think that's why INFPs who are extreme Ps are more depressed more often than INFPs who border J.

Hehe

fatefellshort — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 03:36:08 +0300

I rented that movie The Eye with my 2 best friends. And to the one i squealed (ew i hate that word) ooo jessica alba!

Snow?

fatefellshort — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 03:51:41 +0300

Um. So today it snowed. Wtf. So that was all fun & games. Until some asshole pulled the fire alarm. Holy shit. 2000 kids outside in the fucking cold and snow getting soaking wet is not funny. And I was dressed up nice for one of my classes. Gahh. And practice was cancelled and we were gonna have a halloween party =[ But hey snow!

I just hope its not a white halloween.

I stumbled out the door.. of room 21..

fatefellshort — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 02:37:00 +0400

He gave me three of his old shirts.
They all smell just like him.
My favorite scent in the world <3 When I hold one up to my nose and breathe in it smells like love swirling into my lungs.

Ah everything is so cruel yet good =]

I had a really bad night

fatefellshort — Sat, 20 Sep 2008 07:14:07 +0400

All in all, boy said he wasn't planning on ever dating me again.

This makes me miserable. Unrequited love isn't healthy so i decided to find out if I had a chance or should try to get over him. Now I realize my chance is slim and getting over him is impossible.

The best part is i wake up at 5AM to go to a XC meet tomorrow.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces, I just wanna sit and stare at you..

fatefellshort — Sat, 13 Sep 2008 21:40:26 +0400

Why do I find Avril Lavigne so hot? I don't know anyone else who agrees. Hmm. WTF there's a new Metallica album. When did this happen and how did I not hear about it?

Mmmmbop.

fatefellshort — Fri, 12 Sep 2008 04:05:31 +0400

I joined GSA today. Yay I guess. I joined mostly to be in a club, so colleges don't think I'm a fucking idiot. There are about 7 members.. I actually don't think any of them know I'm bi which is pretty funny. But nobody asked so *shrugs*. I would have joined last year but Teacher X is in charge and I really... dislike her. Ekk. But whatever I'll get over it.

I've Been Stealing, Time where I can get it from..

fatefellshort — Sat, 06 Sep 2008 07:34:56 +0400

I think I actually love myself.
This is a huge breakthrough.
Hell yes.

Umm.. I should never stay up past 9pm

fatefellshort — Mon, 01 Sep 2008 09:44:14 +0400

Nothing good ever comes of it. I always get dumped, binge, depressed, hurt..

That's My Perogative

fatefellshort — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:10:39 +0400

wooh.. britney spears.. hahaha .. ahk.

Don't Tell Me That It's Over I'm Not Used To This Temptation

fatefellshort — Sun, 10 Aug 2008 19:56:29 +0400

Yay I'm finally sixteen today =]

Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. My ex and me got in a huge fight. That's never happened before. We finally talked on the phone at like 5pm and worked it out. But I almost off'd myself before that. *sigh*. He was a douche. I was right. He was wrong. I still love the kid.

Insides Bleeding

fatefellshort — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 08:43:27 +0400

Who the hell says you're dead to me? In real fucking life? What the fucking fuck. Who says that. I didn't do anything?

I'm so pissed and yet I have that feeling like I'm gonna throw up.

I love how my favorite holiday was ruined and now my birthday will be too.

I hate people. I didn't do anything. What the fuck. I WANNA KILL SOMEBODY. But that just leaves me

So obsessed with Def Leppard lately..

fatefellshort — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 19:51:49 +0400

That it's not even funny. Things have been so stressful yet I've been happy. Lets see. Haven't binged in.. 19 days. Wooh. I've also lost 11 pounds since then. Doesn't sound healthy but you always drop a lot at first and then it slows down a lot. Hmm so now I'm 145.5 at 5'6.5''. Why can I not just be 5'7''??