Why Must I Be This Way?

Toph — Sat, 06 Dec 2008 05:52:55 +0300

I was hanging out with all the boys (the group of friends I have been talking about in the last few journal entries), and it was going good. But I guess I was too overbearing. Or something. Maybe I just hate myself and don't want to let others put up with me. Anyway, here's the story.

You Really Don't Have to Read This

Toph — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 03:17:32 +0300

This is just me ranting to let it out, seriously, you don't have to read this.

-I'm tired of my sexuality. Thinking about it. I guess I'm okay with being bisexual, but at times I feel very promiscuous saying it. Don't get me wrong, I don't think bisexuals are promiscuous, but for some reason I feel it applies to me when I say it.

She's Sleeping

Toph — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 17:30:16 +0300

For you young ones, listen up (if you're going to college anyway)

Roommates are hell

I Like Him, Help! Plz

Toph — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 12:47:48 +0300

So I've been dropping hints here and there to all my guy friends that I'm bisexual. I'm pretty sure they're getting the message, and if not then they are totally oblivious to everything.

Bad Friends? More Like Bad Me

Toph — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 00:36:20 +0300

Uuugh, I don't now what's going on.

Random story of embaressment

Toph — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 12:20:19 +0400

So Lol-taire's story got me thinking of what happened to me...

Two Down

Toph — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:46:42 +0400

So I told two guys I'm bisexual, yay!

I Like My Friend?

Toph — Mon, 29 Sep 2008 15:40:15 +0400

Whoa, it's been a long time since I've been here. It's pretty much the same though, which I like.

No Strings Attached Relationship?...

Toph — Fri, 26 Oct 2007 13:40:08 +0400

So, me and this one guy (the straight crush I had a few journals about) are now kinda a friends with benefits thing. It's weird. It's fun though. Like, we're closer friends now because of it. We hang out more. Talk more. He's not just a random hang out friend anymore. I feel that we're a little closer now.

Crazy Straight Crush Escapade Its End

Toph — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 18:39:52 +0400

So, I just typed a good entry about all the stuff that happened with my straight crush, and then my wireless connection went out and screwed things up.

We Don't Have Self-Control. We Did Things...

Toph — Sun, 07 Oct 2007 03:19:48 +0400

I'm gonna cut the babble and get to the important stuff. So, he came to my room last night. We were talking and we stumbled onto the subject of the kiss the other night. He sat on the bed next to me and we were talking about things. He held me. We were talking about my reaction to the kiss. That things are so different with a guy than with a girl. And he layed on top of me. We just kept talking.

He.Kissed.ME!!!

Toph — Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:44:43 +0400

My mind is still crazy from it all, and details are now scattered everywhere. In short, he held me a lot. We held each other. I confessed my feelings to him. He kissed me. Not just a peck. I felt his tongue. I wasn't expecting that. I started trembling. A lot. He held me while I trembled. It felt like forever until it calmed. He said he wanted to only be friends. Just be friends. Friends.

games, The Ring, and some "cuddling"

Toph — Sun, 30 Sep 2007 13:24:31 +0400

So, I dunno if some of you have been following my journals, but I have a straight crush that leaves me wondering if he likes me too. Um, we'll just call him "Troy".

Damn Straight Crushes....Always so Confusing!

Toph — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 03:58:20 +0400

So, this boy I have a crush on is majorly confusing me. I have no clue if he likes me as a friend or more. And, well, he does have a girlfriend, but that's several states away. Anyway, I'm not really sure how to take all of the stuff that's happened. Basically, there's the whole thing about him laying on top of me http://www.oasisjournals.com/2007/09/some-wrestling-with-my-crush

Some Wrestling with My Crush

Toph — Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:50:39 +0400

So.....I still have a crush on a boy. And, well, I thought I was over him, but things happen that make my crush something hard to leave behind.

We were playing video games in my room. I beat him, which is a rare occasion. He retaliated by tickling me, which proceeded to us wrestling around on the floor. He layed himself on top of me and I said that I quit. He got off and we continued our day.