Our school had a kick ass concert last night. The 8th grade band played, the one that I'm in. Then we went into the audience and the Chorale sang their songs. One of them was in Afrikaans or something and this kid next to me Brandon goes "Why are they singing in Afrikaans? I don't understand them." And I was like You're saying Afrikaans wrong.

just to be a follower and be so unoriginal...

-sleeping
-my doggie
-my friends who make the best couple ever
-apple juice
-my camp sandy hill
-talking to my buddies
-johnny depp
-corbin bleu
-reading
-this guy at school
-girls at the pool
-boys with no shirts on
-chocolate
-tigger
-penguins
-spongebob
-avatar
-hanging out with my buddies
-drawing

so my friend Bonnie had her birthday party yesterday. it was ten of us crammed into her basement type floor area, because her house has a lot of levels. i wanted to sleep on the couch, and so did Hilde. (ex) it ended up with everyone else on the floor and me and Hilde on this teeny tiny couch that is only made for one person to sleep on, with a very heavy blanket.

well, i spent my afternoon remaniscing about my ex. it made me really depressed. when i got home and on AIM, i was talking to her about that and she was making me feel better. then she says well, you know whats gonna happen between us. and im like is that supposed to mean something? like, are you gonna ask me out again?

ok, so all this week and the last week we had school we were doing fasion shows in spanish. all of the groups did a really good job, everyone was dressed well and spoke well. then it was my groups turn. aaaaaaand then it was my turn. i fell. actually, i had a soccer ball because i was supposed to be a soccer player.

I'm sorry in advance for how long and random i think this is gonna get.

any science wizez here????? *i know i spelled that wrong, shaddup*
i need to know what the oxidation process is and i dont. help!

alright this'll be short. on this show on tv a guy just got pissed that the other was gay. its called the real world denver on mtv. anyway, he goes you know i have a problem with homosexuality. and the gay guys like what if i said i had a problem with you being black. cuz the other guy is black. and he goes time out, i didnt choose to be black, you chose to be gay. and the gay guys like NO I DIDNT DAMMIT. and im yelling at the tv YOU CANT FUCKING CHOOSE TO BE GAY DAMMIT!

well i havent posted in a bit. my birthday was yesterday, and now i'm 14. yes! i spent the weekend in baltimore with my friend and her mom and stepdad. we had our own hotel room, but there was these 2 doors that could be opened and you could go into their room. (her mom and stepdad.) anyway, we had the best visit ever! ok so her parental units went out to a romantical dinner in the resaurant that was in the hotel, and we ordered room service. it isnt all its cracked up to be. anyway, we got pizza and chocolate cake. and water. the delivery guy came, and we got the pizza and water. he left so we ran out after him to tell him we didnt get the cake. annnnnnnnnnnnnd... we didnt have the room key thingy. and the door shut all the way behind us. we were like oh shit. and we were wearing pjs and no shoes. so we decided to not call her parental units in the place, (the cell was in the room. ugh.) and go down to the front desk and tell the people. we were in the elevator, and some random lady goes i like the pjs. and then we got to the lobby, told the lady behind the desk, and got a new card key. then when we were going up in the elevator to get back into our room, i saw a cute couple and told them to make sure they both had the key so they didnt get locked out like we did. i think i scared them. whatever. end of that story. theeeeeeeeeeeeennnn we decided to go swimming in the pool. and we had no bathing suits. we were like what the hell and went in shorts and t shirts. a lady in the pool came up and was like did you ladies forget your swimsuits? and then went on to tell us about how when she was in upper Michigain and there was this much snow on the ground, that the outdoor pool was open and her son pushed her in, so she pushed him in and her husband started yelling at them. what a loooooser. she should get a wife. lol. so we hung our wet pool clothes in the bathroom, and our bathroom smelled like pool (it stunk!) for the next day. end of story. then we went to barns and nobles. the book store. and we looked in the teen section and there was a *lesbian and gay* section. as we passed, she goes "thats my section right there" and i was like hah. cuz shes bi too. and there were these 2 girls there being like wow now i know why our school is so GAY. hehe. so i found this really good book called is he or isnt he. its about this gay guy

so I was going to watch a movie with my friend tonight, as in THE FOX AND THE HOUND cuz that movie's crazyawesome. then she calls me to say that "something came up that i have to go to. tomorrow ok?" and im like, sure why not? you're my bestest friend anyway. (no thats not sarah, its my buddy sam) oh totally off topic sam and i are formal dates. haha its a joke, but how much do i want that to be true? EVERY fucking time i fucking say it. thats ok thought, because there's this guy i wanna ask. shaddup, i know its in like, april or something BUT theres always time to dream right? anyway, back on topic. so then i get a call from my dearest darling mother, sayint that i cant have sam over tomorrow if i dont do what she asked me to. (she being the parental unit) so im like ok.

well I havent posted in a bit, but I HAVE been looking at what all you other people have been posting. It seems that the majority of you are here to rant about how you're crushing on her, but you dont want her to know that you're gay. or that you like him, but you dont wanna tell him you're bi. i know how all of you feel, but i just wonder... wouldnt life be easier if we could all just be out and proud (i know some of you are) and let the world know what we ARE gay or bi or whatever. i think that as who we are, we get discriminated against unfairly and i dont like that. to make myself feel better, i think i might become the first ever women president and change all the state laws about same sex marrige. i mean come on. is it really that bad that that girl over there likes that one shes hanging out with? (or possibly going out with?) or is it so hard to believe that some of us were born differently than that striat girl or boy playing basketball?

so i was watching parental control on whatever channel its on. so there was the main guy, hes gay, and his parents dont like his boyfriend. so when hes on one of his dates, his boyfriend *at home watching this with the guys parents, and he looks at the guys mom and goes "you know, its women like you that make me glad im gay"
and i was like OMG thats the coolest thing i've EVER heard!!!!

THEN at the end. the main guy eliminated the one guy his mom picked for him. and then he turns to the guy his dad picked and his boyfriend, and goes im sorry *to the guy dad picked( bye