Alright so while I was telling my best friend that I'm Bi, my other friend was sitting in the adjacent room wondering what we were talking about. I didn't tell her for two days, because she's so fecking religious I knew she wouldn't get it.
BUT - for those two days she was accosting me, asking my other friend who knows what we were talking about, and badgering me over MSN to get me to tell her.
So the next day, Thursday I think, I tracked her down first thing in the morning to talk to her. First, I made it known that I was royally pissed that she was trying to weasle it out of she-who-knows. Then I told her. Yes...Yes that went about as well as a bloody trainwreck.
Alright, I sucked it up and came out to my best friend today at noon. OMIGOD I'm so happy, haha! She's perfectly alright with it and has sworn not to talk to others about it until I'm okay with it and have let more people know.
*Happy Dance of Victory*
Also told my OTHER best friend, hahahaha!! She was urging me to hurry up and say it 'cause the bell just went and class was due to start in 5 mins. SO I BLURTED IT OUT, With NO warning, and without cushioning it AT ALL...Well, first she sorta screamed with shock, just a short little "WAH!!" sorta deal, then giggled and was FFFIIIINE with it.
Hmph...When I first started thinking about being bi, which was about four months back, I was weirded otu and somewhat worried. So I started making myself not think about it, which in hindsight was stupid, haha. But now that I've finally just about admitted to myself that I am, in fact, bisexual, and that there is absolutely othing wrong with that...I think back to where-ever I read that admitting it to yourself is liberating and whatnot.
Uh..yes, first entries are always...awkward, really.
A'right, start with the basics..18yrs girl, yep that's a good start..Oh yeah, best part, confused! For a long while now I've been thinking...
this is hard for me to talk about for the time being, so forgive sugarcoating. Its not for your benefit, but mine..
To hell with sugarcoating, saying it quick may be easier...I've been thinking for a long while about my sexual orientation, and I'm thinking I'm bisexual now. I see some girls that are good looking, but boys around here too.