Everyday during school me and one of my friends her name is erin hang
out all the time during lunch, and i'm really really extremley in love
with her but at the moment she has a boyfreind. So then a coulpe days later
she pulls me aside of our group of friends and tells me that she's bi.
This girl is absolutly gorgeous, soo my first thought was like omg thank
you , thank you god. The next day during lunch she gave me this note that
was like I'm really interested in you and stuff like that. So i don't know if i should
make a move or just stay as friends.

Sometimes i wish that my sister could accept me for who i am.I'm gay and all
and she doesn't grasp that very well and she thinks its a total joke. It sucks
because we go to the same high school and she cracks jokes about me being the
lesbian out of my 2 sisters.what i don't understand is that she seriously thinks
its funny but it hurts me emotionally.

I tried telling my mom but shes just like "well she's just playing around"
but yet she calls me queer and makes nasty remarks to me...i mean come on
she's my sister and all but i can't take much more of this.I know she views
gay people as fags and stuff and thats her opnion and all but her opinion sucks

Then at my high school me and some friends are trying to start a gay straight
alliance to stop all the hate,and its pretty hard when there's not anyone who's
out there with there sexual orentation, most are kinda shy about it.Well i'm
pretty much done with typing, any feedback is greatly appreciated

I can't stand the way people look at me like i'm diffrent i mean i
use to be friends with this girl and i told her i was gay and now
she won't evenpass me in the same hallway which makes me feel really
bad like i did something wrong.Is it just me, like i always wondered
and hated myself sometimes why people have to be so mean and cruel.
The other day i went to the football game down here in marine city
and some girl asked me if i want to start a gay straight alliance at
MCHS.Ididn't even know that she was a lesbian i mean like how am i
suppose to date if i can't even tell.