I'm really happy. My position is goalie, and I'm sharing playing time with a junior. (She plays half a game, I play the other) Because I'm a freshman and the JV team doesn't have a goalie I also have to play half of their game, but that's cool because it just means I get to play the sport I love more.

add acoustic guitar. The song is Hey Ya by Outkast. I thought it would suck but it's so much better than the original. Don't know who the guy is though.

Surprise, surprise it doesn't work anymore. Lucky for me,I had my old phone so i just stuck my SIM card in it, and I don't have to feel embarrassed and tell my parents. Next time I'll check my pockets before I do laundry.

Yeah, it was weird. I've never had a two-day relationship. We started going out and everything just felt wrong. a) because I still can't have an out relationship because I still care to much what homophobes think b)it was way to fast. Good news is she doesn't hate me. Cheers for that. I found a picture of myself when I was 8. I had a mullet. *shivers* Scary.

*does happy dance* flirting with a girl is so much fun, especially when they're a junior, and a lesbian, and gorgeous, and funny, and sweet, and...I could go on for a long time.

We were talking while she was "at the nurse's office" and I did one of my stupid looks when I don't get something but am to shy to say anything and she said I was cute. Ahhh she is amazing!!!!

Living in a freezing cold, boring state people call Vermont does have some perks. That being snow days are a must for winter. It's crazy how much snow there is, I can't see my mailbox it's covered in that much snow. It's a little delayed but here it is: the first snow day of the 2006-2007 school year. Tomorrow is probably going to be another one, we're supposed to get more. Sweeeeeeet!!!!!!

They say when you get older you make friends with your siblings and become extremely close. When I was little I used to hate how adults would say that because I knew it would never happen. I was wrong.

Before the GSA started two weeks ago I was naive to the intolerance in my school. Yesterday I was walking to lunch and on one of the posters we put up it had "Faggots" written across it (the others have "dissapeared"). If I kept track of how many times I hear "fag",and "queer" I'll probably lose count. It makes me sick. How can people still be like this?

Friends parties can get interesting, especially if you're a lesbian/bi. In between talking with her mom about having sex with my friend Dan and discussing the difference between a gazelle and an antelope (by the way what is the difference?) we played the high school version of spin-the-bottle.

My favorite question we were asked: "Okay i've been wanting to ask this for a while... um like, why do you, like talk, like you do...I mean I have this girlfriend who likes girls and she talks like a dude...(different kid) You mean the accent?" It was hilarious. She was trying hard to be polite but couldn't really get the words out right.

I relate everything to music. Right now I'm relating it to my crush on the straight girl, L. She is amazing. It's been to long I need to get over her, I can't though. Oh well. Anyway here are the lyrics. I was going to put a link to where you can hear it, but the only one I could find was to a video on youtube about a show named "kingdom of hearts".

I got this queer magnetic thing for Christmas where it gives you a bunch of queer words and you shape a poem or sentence or something like that. I went into my room the other day and my step-mom had formed this with it:
Accept
a dream
Survive
a culture
Discover
a world
Above gender preference

Now if I wasn't so mentally challenged you would be seeing a picture of it below, but at the moment I'm stupid and can't figure how to upload a pic on the regular web page not the avatar. If anyone knows how to please comment below and help me out. In words I can describe it as shorter, less emo, and out of my eyes so I can actually see again/

Okay, so after having writers block for a week or so here is chapter two (chapter 1 is here: http://www.oasismag.com/2006/12/expectations-chapter-1-new-story ) I completely changed the plot so now my plot is based on what I want the characters to do at the moment I write it, which is bad, but I like it. Thanks to the people who gave me advice before, hopefully I used it in this chapter.

Well there is this girl, a straight girl, who I constantly fall for. Ever since eighth grade, I'm a fresh right now. I think I'm getting over it, but then she smiles and jokes around with me, and I'm falling for her all over again. For example we shall look at my eighth grade year. beginning of the year I have a crush on her.