one of my favorite U2 songs is called hold me thrill me kiss me kill me. It was made for the movie Batman forever. That is the only batman movie that has Jim Carey in it. he plays the Riddler. This is pretty cool that my favorite song is linked to my favorite Batman bad-guy!
You know how when you have a "cousin" who isn't really related to you but your parents were good friends when you were little?
I'm writing a book about a gay situation i'm in. (this was originally an email to a friend so it may have some personal stuff in it that I didn't find at first.)
NOOO! I'M GAY!!!!
I couldn't believe it. I wouldn't believe it. I was gay. My first sign was that suddenly, my friend Isaac started looking better than ever. I would feel a jump in my heart when he said hi. I was so scared. I mean, I was very homophobic at the time and I thought I would grow out of it. well, it has been a year and I still havn't gotten out of it.
The love I lost was a heterosexual relationship between me and a girl I knew from my church. the relationship was steady, not a sexual one, but I really thought I loved her. She was beautiful in my eyes, And sometimes I still look at her and think "why did I lose her?" But I remember now... there was something missing...
As David fought Goliath he had no supporters, Goliath was huge, David was only a boy. And yet he killled Goliath with a single stone. The Lord was with him. Many of US are good christians, but we too are the minority of the world. We are up against homophobia and Ignorance, A dominant fighter.
"Oh Friends;I've been hiding this for far too long;
Oh friends; If I knew the answer I wouldn't be singin' this song... I'm different from all of you; I may have said I loved you; but that was all a lie; to myself and you; please don't start to cry... It's okay... I have friends here..."
It may seem kinda corny, but that is how I felt when I wrote this.
well, I just found out I was bisexual. I recently told two of my friends. one I told myself. the other I told in an E-mail. She hasn't answered yet. As a guy, It seems like I have less to lose telling a girl.
Just posted a new blog entry. If you want to check it out, here's the link:
CAUTION: Contains sadness and self-pity. Read at your own risk.
Now I'm going to go try and finish Chapter Seven.
"After all, tomorrow is another day." - Scarlett O'Hara
I'm still offering the ebook of my first novel, Orphan's Quest, for free to anyone on Oasis that wants to read it. I only ask in return that you give me your opinion and encourage others to read it. Of course, if you want to buy a copy, it can now be special ordered from any bookstore in the US, the UK and probably Canada as well (yay!).