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Sun, 31 Aug 2008 23:25:56 -0400

oh my fug.

i just had 15 paragraphs typed on here.

and i accidentally pressed "back"

AHHHHHH!

i hate this!

:]

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 21:14:54 -0400

:] nothing major to blog about today.
except i might be going to see anthony again soon.
and Friday, i think, i'm going to meet him.
when i went to see him last night, he couldn't come out after the show b/c of a promo he had to do and it would take an hour. (it was after 10 by the time my mom & i got downstairs to wait for him)

anthony rapp & other stuff

Fri, 29 Aug 2008 23:12:54 -0400

alright, i just got back from seeing Without You live.
AND I LOVED IT. EVERY SINGLE MINUTE.
my mother even described it as beautiful.
i cried during every song (especially the ones about his mom)

agh.

Fri, 29 Aug 2008 16:01:13 -0400

L and i were talking in french class yesterday.
she was playing with my hair, and tony walks past.
i yell, "Bonjour, Anton!" to him, and then L adds,
"don't you mean Antonietta?" jokingly.
"hey, that's my middle name," i add, randomly.

really, really pointless entry

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 21:34:34 -0400

i have a bunch of quotes that i absolutely love saved in random places on my computer, so i thought i'd list em all here.

"inspiration comes in the middle of the night when you should be doing homework."
"you are who you are, and there's nobody like you. and to try to be like somebody else is just a lie."
"kiss my fcking ass in D Minor!"

3rd day of school stuff.

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 19:47:31 -0400

well... today, i finally got used to my schedule, when to stop at my locker, what teacher i should NOT ask for certain things, etc. (i still hate highschool!)

J texted me last night for no reason, and then when i responded she said "oh, nevermind, Sorry! i forgot what i was going to ask you :P"
i texted Maura,
"is there any possible way for my feelings for j to just.. die?"

anthony rapp & school stuff.

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:15:30 -0400

I'M GOING TO SEE ANTHONY RAPP LIVE!

and that's basically all i wanted to say tonight.
and in other news:
my parents are forcing me to join a couple clubs at school, and i've already joined French Club, so now i think i'm going to talk to my guidance counselour about starting that gsa.

don't make me go back.

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 16:41:49 -0400

i survived my first day of highschool!!

and i don't want to go back. ever.

i have all academic classes, and i'm taking 10th or 11th grade math.

two days and counting + wonderful news from L.

Sun, 24 Aug 2008 23:10:23 -0400

today is my last night of freedom before i start highschool on tuesday. and i don't think i would have made it this far without an anxiety attack without this website. :]

i have to finish my stupid ass homework tomorrow. agh. my english teacher already knows that i didn't do it yet. :P thats what i get for having him as a neighbor.

3 days (and counting)

Sat, 23 Aug 2008 23:54:19 -0400

like the title says, three days til i start high school.

i know, i shouldn't be nervous... but i am. for a few reasons.

1. i haven't gotten my schedule like all of my friends who attended the activities fair/ walk through. first week = late to every class.
2. the whole GSA thing. starting to stress me out. should i be planning, writing a constitution/mission statement, etc?

crushcrushcrush

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 22:40:42 -0400

there's something on my mind that i know if i don't write down and let out of me, will probably cause me to explode.

i can't stop thinking about J.
i haven't been able to since i saw her both at kennywood and on community day. after cmu. day, she randomly texted me (i saw you today... and yesterday :o), which i found incredibly weird b/c, well... we aren't friends.

i don't know

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:46:26 -0400

i didn't think i was going to have anything to post today, until i saw this video. J sent it to me over facebook, and i'm not sure why.

concerts & shopping

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 23:19:39 -0400

well, tomorrow i think i'm going to see paramore and john mayer...
i'm not sure. i haven't talked to paige, who said she got the tickets, in weeks.

just wanna use your love tonight

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 22:55:49 -0400

today somehow sucked and was amazing at the same time.

...with my radio...

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 22:37:20 -0400

i'm completely sore all over, and it's totally worth it.

i just got home from kennywood. today i spent all day there, and was running around a lot. i saw J today, and broke down. i'm not sure if it was the shock of seeing her for the first time in three monts, or just the fact that she acted like i didn't exist. everything i had built up this summer came crumbling down when i saw her smile.