Well, I just had a lovely evening with a friend from high school. She's someone who I've always gotten along with, and whom I went to prom with (as friends, with 2 other girls). I wouldn't be suprised if she were gay; I've NEVER known her to date guys (well...anyone for that matter). Prior to tonight's "date", I was excited, and wondered if there might be a possiblity of something between us. (forget the fact that she doesn't know about me, and I have no clue about her). Let's just say there there's definitely nothing happening between us. It was totally just my wishful thinking and desire for a girlfriend warping my memories of my relationship with this friend. *sigh* oh well...

I want to say something. I'm not sure what. I'm disappointed I guess. I have been told to learn not to expect things from people. Or rather,not to expect people to be better than what they are.

leisa82: i dont know why it bothers and disappoints me so much the way that people act and treat eachother on oasis
anonymous: It is irksome- but nothing can be done
leisa82: unfortunately so
leisa82: and for me its a rampant thing

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion
Is nothing new
Flashback warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after

Sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said
Then you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me

It's important to be proud of who you are, and what you've earned. It doesn't mean that you don't have things to learn. It means that you've accomplished something you find personally meaningful. If you can't take pride in that, what can you take pride in?

I have finally made a lifelong goal feasible. It doesn't mean I know everything -- although I do know my spelling. It just means that I've been successful. That I've learned to work hard and well.

It

Why People Lose My Respect

Idiocy
Flaunting
Lack of Common Sense
Professed "Education"

i have far too much to do. i have a podiatrist appointment tomorrow at 1:45 so i have to leave school early, and then right after that appointment i have to go to my soccer game.