Today, I went to the college's campus counseling center.
Walking over, my mind was spinning and my heart was pumping out of my chest. So nervous.
I tried to tell myself that this is just a baby step to help me out. It doesn't make me "crazy" or "abnormal" just for asking for some help.
My other side was completely freaking out thinking how in the hell I can tell a complete stranger all of the shit that I think about. But hey, worth a shot right?
My first appointment is tomorrow. I'm nervous but a little excited.
I'm hoping whoever I talk to can help me feel less worried and anxious. Just let me live my life as who I want to be.