Just a note:
Jake* I swear to God, if you ever come across this journal, I will resent you for the rest of my life.
The things I want:
Jake to stop dealing and doing drugs.
I WISH jake was a virgin.
I want him to get a qualification and be somebody not some no hoper bumming around without any job or qualification or anything.
Fuck, i'm a bitch.
How does he put up with me...
Anyways how do I get him to stop dealing drugs and taking them. It's so scummy!!!!! And I want me to stop getting shitty at it and I want him to stop getting shitty and me getting shitty at it, and thinking im "controlling him." Erhhhhhhhh