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30 June, 2012 - 5:16am — angel syndrome

Is there ever to be a place where even the smallest whimper does not sound like a roar, or a place where I don't feel as restless as a mare? The whole world is so big and I am so small inside of it, like a girl with a medicine that doesn't let her leave the room. But wherever I go I find the smallest, heaviest thing tied to me which leaves me inert and unable.

I am just so sad at how beautiful the world is and how unbeautiful some people are to it and to everyone.

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30 June, 2012 - 6:55am — jeff
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Aww....

Who could be mean to you?!

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"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)

30 June, 2012 - 10:44am — elph
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Yeah... those places do exist...

...I think.

One "secret" is... don't go there alone! Take a friend with you: every new (or repeated) experience is so much more meaningful if you can feel that you may be introducing a friend to something he/she may enjoy... and in your company!

So many possibilities: a stroll in the timber (maybe with a light picnic), rowing together out on the river/lake, dinner together in a rustic out-of-the-way restaurant, a performance of Atys (if you could only be so lucky!), visit a little-known art museum, etc. --- and when the timing is right, you just might unleash a few of your dreams and caged demons...

Believe me, sharing is so important!

It is great to see you safely back home (you are home?). How was your odyssey? Are you university-ready?

30 June, 2012 - 4:45pm — Quietwarrior
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hmmm

people are being mean to you, and people are ignoring me. I wonder which one is the worst?