It's cheesy I know, but this is exactly what I've been feeling lately:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Pa0_OcRsOs
It's getting to be chore even to take a deep breath, and it's just been getting worse and worse. I'm lost without anything to do--ever since Beauty & the Beast closed, I've done nothing but sit in front of my computer and watch Buffy (thus the song). I NEED a play! The only time I ever really feel motivated about anything is when I'm rehearsing. In between, I get listless and lazy. Today I had a small piece of chocolate for breakfast and then around three I ate a sandwich that almost made me throw up trying to choke it down, even though I had no food in my system. That doesn't happen when I'm working. My parents even noticed that I didn't eat a lot. They stopped noticing stuff when the Business went to hell in a handbasket, so it must be bad if they actually looked at my plate.
Damn I'm depressed. Oh well, I'll be in 2 plays this summer so it'll get better.