
I don't have any friends. Well, I have only one person I consider a friend, but I don't trust that person. I like to call myself a "drifter." I'll be seen talking to sorts of people and I hop like a frog too, and I take no interest in what they say. I only care about what I have to say and I have to carefully structure it so that people don't try to take advantage of me nor make me look stupid. And to be honest, I didn't think I was depressed anymore but then something weird happened last night.
I had a dream that my two friends I lost approached me. (Note the religious girl I mentioned in my last post is not my close friend I lost, she is just a nobody that added me on facebook.) My close friend, whom we'll call F, spoke to me and said that she and her best friend wanted to talk to me to hang out, or something along those lines. I said that they seemed happier without me and that me leaving was for the best. Then I woke up and got dressed for school. I also took my camera because I had a meeting today for the photography club I started.
Now I have to work on a chemistry project and a project for stats. School will be over in about 3 weeks and I'm looking forward to that the most.
Comments
Hmm...
Any chance you're just rejecting people before they reject you, despite the chance that their rejection isn't really something to be worried about?
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"You can judge the whole world on the sparkle that you think it lacks" - Dawes, When My Time Comes (http://youtu.be/Z0FrcTX6hWI)
You were describing me in the first four sentences.
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