Fine. I'll write a journal entry.

31 May, 2012 - 5:05am — anarchist

I learned how to play that on bass. Awesome.
Anyway, I've decided to write a journal entry about this instead of making it a response to elph's comment on that old journal entry from last week. Just a small update. You already know what it's about.
Brad was gone today during the first three periods, which are the only periods when I get to see him, so he was pretty much absent the entire day. I got a glimpse of half of him as he was walking into one of his classes. (My class was right next to his, I sometimes see him pass my class's doorway as he walks into his.) That was the only evidence that he was even at school. I'm disappointed at today.
Yesterday he was very nice, and consistent. He was good the entire time, and payed attention to everything I said like he usually does when he's in his good mood. His mood swings are really confusing when he has them, though.
This happens very frequently at school: I look at Brad and he turns his head like he wants to look at me, until he sees that I'm already looking at him and he acts like he was just casually looking around. Kind of funny. It's never the other way around. I just always decide to look at him right before he does the same to me.
Well, I just found out about this hilarious web site called Sloganmaker, so I'll end this entry with screenshots from it:

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31 May, 2012 - 12:13pm — elph

This game of "synchronized...

...head turning" has to find an amicable solution!

You and Brad must come to some mutual understanding before school's end.

If not for you... do it for us!

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What were we supposed to glean from the Sloganmaker clips other than being not-too-subtly informed on what remains uppermost on your mind... and with a capital C! Not trying to dissuade you... but you really should consider the multifaceted joys of sharing!

btw: It's if Jesus were... :) (No offense intended)

1 June, 2012 - 12:43am — anarchist

It's Sloganmaker.

You type a word or phrase in the box and it makes a slogan for you. It can be very funny, and it does have grammatical errors. I didn't type any of this. I just chose the word Cock, because it is the word that always leads to lols.

1 June, 2012 - 1:39am — anarchist

Also,

I want to ask Brad to come, but that would require finding something to do for us, asking him, planning when, telling him where I live, etc., and I'm a lazy person. Therefore, I procrastinate. And therefore I fail. And I think he's going to some swimming camp in Texas for a week sometime soon. Not sure when.

1 June, 2012 - 10:47am — elph

He's too important... and, you're trying too hard!

I think I understand your turmoils; it can be maddening!

But... if you think there is any chance at all that he might like to be your close friend... something simple and quite spontaneous would be far wiser than a carefully choreographed get-together (which could be very embarrassing if it somehow falls apart)!

Try something like this: "Accidentally" accost him in the cafeteria (library, locker, school bench, wherever) with that day's newspaper's entertainment section in hand, and just thrust it into his face: "Anything in there look like it might be interesting?"

He'll say, "Yessss!" And that's your cue, "Let's go and meet up there!"

Let nature take over and reveal the stage directions...

2 June, 2012 - 5:54am — anarchist

I was thinking my house would be a perfect place to meet.

I could find something for us to do in the basement (where all the fun stuff is, like a home theater system and a monster stereo system), a big, private room, where nobody would interrupt or hear us, and we'd be all alone. Doesn't that sound good?

2 June, 2012 - 10:30am — elph

Yeah... sounds great...

...but maybe as a 2nd "date"... after you've become completely comfortable with each other in the out-of-doors. :)

Don't put him (or yourself) under too much "pressure" all at once...

Whatever... wishing you the best!

31 May, 2012 - 5:34pm — Bosemaster42

Fear(Our Dominant false emotion)

You know, it sounds like he's afraid to make a move. I can certainly empathize with that. You might have better success showing an interest in swimming? Perhaps that would get the ball rolling? Just a thought.