Somebody ask me a question. About anything. Virtually anything, and I'll answer it as honestly as I possibly can. Really. Just do it. C'mon.
I've been thinking about how selfish I really am. Some of the friends that I talk to...if they're going through a hard time, I frankly don't care. For example, my friend Anna always bitches about how mean her boyfriend is, and I honestly don't give a fuck. She is not worthy of the fucks I could possibly give. Most people, I've realized, are not.
I know how egocentric that is, but that's how I feel. There are a select few whose problems I genuinely concern myself with, who I really truly care for. I think I am selfish. Yes. Very much so. Another reason why I need a girlfriend: I want someone to challenge me to become a better person.
I have an AP English project due Monday and I have to write a modern adaptation of Antigone, the play by Sophocles about the children of Oedipus. Very interesting story, but everybody dies by committing suicide, which I find ridiculous. I'm thinking of writing a screenplay for a soap opera, making the whole story as overdramatic as possible. I need to start working on that. Procrastination is my weakness.
I didn't make the high honor roll this quarter. Bummer. I had a C- in German and Calculus, so that's probably why. My mom bitched me out about it. I don't know why, but she's been a tad on the moody side lately. Every joke or remark I make is somehow offensive to her. Kinda annoying.
I'm excited. We're doing editor spotlights for the paper, which basically means us newbies interview all of the editors. AND I get to write about Brittany. So excited. I'm kind of nervous about the idea of interviewing her though. Hehe.