Haven't posted since tuesday I think. Can't remember. This week has been really boring.

Ok so I read that if your dreams die, then you're dead. I think it was a Langston Hughes poem I read. So now I'm scared and I'd like to discuss cause I'm afraid I'm dead.

I want to be (any one would do) a model, actor, director, portrait photographer, photo-journalist, and pornstar.

I only want to be a model because I believe it would boost my self-esteem and it looks like fun. Also because you get to be on magazine covers and it seems so glamorous. I also think photos tell stories.

I want to be an actor because I want to learn The Method. I'm inspired by James Dean, Robert De Niro, Marilyn Monroe, Sean Penn, Ryan Gosling, Paul Newman, Leonardo Dicaprio, Jack Nicholson, and Audrey Hepburn. I really want to be great at acting and work with Scorsese or Coppola. It seems so glamorous, too.

I want to direct films cause I want the stories I make up in my head to come alive. I'm inspired by Martin Scorsese, Oliver Stone, Francis Ford Coppola, Elias Kazan, and Milos Forman.

I want to be a portrait photographer cause photos are about life and people and emotions. I think I'd work more on street photography because it's more of life and honesty. I want to be a photo-journalist so I can travel around the world and report news firsthand.

I lied about the last one.