T-"Imagine if you forgot how to breathe all of a sudden one day :o"
B-"You know that's how people with Old Timer's die right?"
Me-"Old Timer's??? You mean Alzheimer's? LOL"
Lol i love art class :3
So i just realized that i havent posted in almost a month :o. I've been so damn busy with work and school, I also havent been able to stay after school on tuesdays and wednesdays cause i'm just tired and irritated and want to go home. :P.
I guess I'm kind of over the whole Dalila thing. Whatever you know? I also think that I'm starting to annoy Ruby haha.
I have my phone now. Things didn't turn out the way i wanted them to. But hey, at least i have a phone :D.
I started talking to this girl i met last year in like May. I stopped talking to her because i was being a stupid teenager and got all angry over something stupid. I thought she was leading me on. I think it was best that we didnt get too close last year though. I had just turned 17 and i know i wouldnt have been able to hold off on sex with her for a year. I also would have hated myself if i got her in trouble for it, seeing as how she had just turned 20. We're both born on April 20th lol. So the day she turns 21, I'll be 18. She's straight edge, and dislikes me smoking. lol. We're just friends at the moment, but there's potential for this to become more than that. I really like her, and I've pretty much forgotten about every other girl i like. She's real sweet. And i can tell that I'd feel safe with her. lol. I let her know how much i like her all the time, I'm so "sprung". Or at least that's how Suzanne puts it. I actually started feeling a little paranoid that she wasnt interested in trying to make things work since we dont talk on the phone much and shit like that. Which lead to me posting statuses on FB about it. She called on Friday (she was going to come see me but wasnt able to) and we talked til midnight. She actually brought up what i had been feeling. She said that she sees my statuses, and she knows which ones are about her. I kinda got all embarassed cause i didnt know she even paid attention to me on FB. She reassured me that she liked me, and that it wasnt that she wasnt trying. She told me that it's not like she doesnt think about me, she actually does it alot. And that she really wants to see me, and all this cute romantic crap. She said it all in spanish too. Which i found cute. And hot. haha. Now i know what my exes that asked me to speak spanish felt. :)
Did i mention that she isnt blonde? Or white? Amazing isnt it? lol.
It isnt everyday that i like a girl this much. i can't seem to shut up about her either. :o
I kind of really like the fact that she's assertive. and dominant. lol. I dont think I'd mind not being in control, sometimes i just want to be held. not hold someone.