Wish you were here

3 January, 2012 - 9:42am — kiko

You ever had that feeling, of an instant connection with someone and they had it too? And everytime you would talk to them you would get all giddy, just that feeling of that super awesomeness that you couldnt get around anyone else? Like everything was perfect, even mistakes were perfect.

Have you ever had someone that can make you feel in a way you never felt before? No matter how far away they may be, they can make you feel.... perfect. Could you imagine if it just all disappeared within an instant, like they were never there, just a figment of your imagination a hallucination caused by rampant emotions? but you still hold on to them, no matter what. And all you wish was that they were there again in someway, somehow...

I dont believe in love at first sight, but i believe that love can transcend through life times ^^ even if love doesnt exist, something's still there, or else it wouldnt be felt, even when its gone, its still felt.

I've felt it, even though i'll probably never even speak to him again, I still hope he would hear me when i say....

,Wish you were here :')

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Comments

3 January, 2012 - 11:44am — elph

Please...

Go back. Find him. Find out.

Good luck!

3 January, 2012 - 10:50pm — cheese

Ive only ever

felt that with two people. One of which turned out to be a complete bitch(hahahaha). She stopped talking to me out of nowhere, she had no explanation. We had been talking for 6 months, but i knew i had a connection with her. Maybe it was just an infatuation, cause now, i could care less whether we talk or not. I do miss her though...
The other, well, that's a different story. I still love her. And i dont know if i can even call it love, i just know i'd do anything for her. We still talk, a lot. Except for when i just cant take her not being mine and i lash out into a childish fit of emotions. I still get jealous of the current girl(whoever she's with at the moment), and i like it better when she's single. haha. I want her so bad, but i dont know if i should take a chance. She lives so far away. She's going to go to college nowhere near me. I was hoping she'd choose the school here in California. 4-5 hours away is better than 14 states away.
I wish i knew exactly how she felt about me. I know she cares, but i want to know if our connection is enough for a relationship. I think I've made her hide her feelings for me because of the way i act when we get close and i realize she isnt mine. I wish i didnt do that, but it hurts so bad....

3 January, 2012 - 11:23pm — HELEN-_-