I was kissed today. It was pretty awesome. Although i didnt get the same butterfly tingly-ness i get when i kiss a girl i REALLY like. I am some what attracted to this girl. But she isn't exactly single. And our kiss was mostly out of impulse.
Goddamn.
She's a friend, so i was a bit hesitant at first. But then it was kinda like "why the fuck not?"
idk. i did like it though. wouldve been better if we werent at school in the choir room surrounded by our friends >.>;
meh.

Stepdad has been more of a dick lately. But that isnt anything new .-.

Oh! I have a job interview today! I'm really nervous. Haha. Why wouldnt i be though? This is my first job interview ever. And im afraid im gonna fuck it up. Simply from doing the mock interview at the youth employment center. But i have my xanax, and im going to strategically take it after 6th period, since my interview is at 3:30.
I hope this guy likes me and keeps me hired after my 4 week internship is over :I.
If not, then I'll be jobless AGAIN. and who knows for how long :c.

after today, i'll know whether i can smoke this weekend. YES~
hahahaha. I love how i can make it sound like it matters so much. :D

So, yesterday i got home from Suzanne's (i went kind of unwillingly) i felt like playing Oblivion (cause im poor and cant afford Skyrim). I asked my brother to let me play (my 360 is out in the living room cause he likes to play and i dont trust him in my room) he was cool about it. No problem. I pop the disk in and go to look for my profile. It was gone.
I raged SO hard. I felt like crying a little. 37 levels gone. a month and a half of my life was wasted on it. And i have nothing to show for it. D':
So i put my 360 back into my room and banned them from touching it when i'm not there. I told him he could use my cheap little game system i bought in downtown LA for christmas. :p.

*sigh*
That ruined my night. I actually felt a little depressed. Haha. But me being Mr. Brightside, helped in convincing myself that some good would come of it. Maybe i could finish off some of the missions i wasnt able to in my last profile >.>;