Read this shit, it's awesome. Especially #2... Fucked my mind up.
Boyfriend's worrying me- he randomly got offline and I asked if he was okay, and he said "Not really..."
This is the badass kid that I've never seen cry. He's rarely upset, and if he is, he shrugs it off and tries to get me to ignore it all I can. I'm real worried. He said that if I can stay up a little, he'll tell me what's wrong, and I'm very scared and worried for him.
So here I am writing to stay up.
On another note, it's like 3 AM. Blurg. But boyfriend came over today, actually, and we had a jolly good time, I gave him some cupcakes I had frosted to look like different kinds of pokeballs (to which he texted later, "HOLY BALLS SHELBY! THESE CUPCAKES ARE DELICIOUS :O" XD) and he fell asleep, took some cute pictures of his lil' chubby sleepface X3
Uhh, we went out to eat with the 'rents and played pokemon at dinner, which was cute :] Got to cuddle and snuggle and he fell asleep, as I said, which is simply the most adorable thing to ever grace this planet. XP
Uhm... we played in the snow a tad 'cause it's melting, and played video games all day :)
and then before he left, he gave me his big sweatshirt 'cause he knows I like to wear or keep things that smell like him :') an' so I'm laying in a bed I made on the floor in just my underwear and his sweatshirt, which smells awesome.
So I guess you could say I'm really happy. But worried. I'm really worried about him.
I've got a really bad gut feeling. I hope everything's alright :'( I mean, we were up sorta late... That's all I can think about for him being in trouble for or anything... Or his brother was being a douche, maybe. That happens often. :(
Jesus! something just hit my window and freaked me the fuck out. Not gonna go look though. Eughghgh. I have a fear of this bedroom window at night, did you know that? I'm always feeling anxious that if I look out when it's dark, there will be a face there.
I'm really scared right now, guize.
oh good, he's just texted me. Whew.
Alright, it was just brotherly fighting. But whoo. That was scary to me. XD Kay i'm gonna pop off and go to bed once we're done talking, so, love ya' guys, g'night.
Quick edit: Yeah, apparently he was crying for like a half an hour :( Poor baby!... <3 He never cries D': <3 my heart aches for him, maaaaan.
k goodnight forreal