I just thought about something: People leave Oasis. Why? Where do they go? They just decide to stop?
I used to sit alone during lunch because I didn't really directly know anyone there (the ones I did know sat by jerks). However, people at the next table started talking to me and one of them asked me if I'm gay and that he heard that I'm gay. He was distracted by somebody else judging him for confronting me about my sexual orientation until I was saved by the bell. Anyway, I moved to the other side of the lunch room, which I found out is much more fun. There are tons friends of friends, one of whom hates me for no reason, who I am socializing with. I've rediscovered the social part of my personality that went missing last summer.
Status on Brad:
Again, I don't think he likes me. He acts very normal around me. He does seem to really enjoy my company, though, so there is still hope. :D I would cry if he turns out to be straight. I would be so lonely. (if there were an emoticon for the forever alone face, I would put it here)
I sat next to him for about 2:15:00 today. It wasn't enough time! I felt horrible in the period after my last one with him. I want him to be in every one of my classes. I love seeing him smile.