First, I love the song "Machine Gun" by Noisia. It is absolutely sick:
Also, I've been thinking for a while that people might be onto my sexual (well, more romantic than sexual, stupid society >_<) oritentation. I've mentioned this before, but I should bring it up as an actual title-worthy topic in my journal. So here it is:
·In my 4th period class, somebody randomly said to me "Hey, cutie." He then said something to me in a strange lisp later. I didn't really think this meant anything, but I told somebody online about this, and he said that he is definitely making fun of me.
·One person said that he heard that I'm gay. He sits at the same lunch table as a friend who I've come out to. Suspicion.
One guy's been trying to bully me (not that it's working; I don't pay attention to it), but I don't know if it's related to my sexual orientation.
I don't want sex and I never have wanted sex. (Not that I have no sexual attraction; I definitely do, but my virginity just doesn't bother me and I have no desire to be rid of it.) This is something that I've mentioned many times on Oasis Journals. This is because it worries me. Thought I don't have a problem with being a virgin forever, I feel like everybody else does. My parents stress that I should have children, facts like the average age at which gays lose their virginity annoy (and continue to frighten) me, etc. I wish there were some way of making myself want sex.