
I was going to send you a picture with words on it that would say what I wanted to say but I didn't want it to be so impersonal. I know I've said this before and the only reason that I'm knowingly repeating it is because you are important to me and because I truly mean this. I want to be able to talk to you.
We don't have to be best friends or anything. I really value you as a person and as a friend and nothing will change that. I'm not asking you to tell me anything or listen to me or whatever. I just want to feel like I know you again. I miss just talking to you. Even about stupid stuff like moooooving trucks. I've always thought you're amazing and so I don't like the thought of never reconciling the friendship. I don't even know how to say this to show you just how much I mean it. But I reallly, really do, (FriendNameHere).
Maybe we can talk about the weather, it doesn't have to be personal stuff. I just like seeing your words on a screen or talking to you or anything. I just miss all of it. I understand if you don't want to talk or see me or whatever. I just want to know if it will ever work. If we can ever talk again.
I've changed since we knew each other and I'm much more aware of things--I know its not all about me and I think I've learned how to be a better friend. I'm not a talker (I know, this doesn't seem right since I'm writing alot right now), I'm a listener. Sometimes sitting in silence can be so fulfilling. I just miss you and no matter how many people I meet, nobody is you. I hate that. I hate it because in trying to accept the fact that we don't talk.
I long to hear from you.
Thanks for giving some time to reading this.
-----------------------So far this hasn't seemed to work, she hasn't responded. I sent that to her December 4th via the Internet. I know she's been on since then.
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I do hope you get a response.
That's very sincere and touching... *hugs*
Wow.woW
Thank you, Flyby. She gets
Thank you, Flyby.
She gets online (Facebook chat and Gmail chat) but she won't talk to me at all. So its not as if she's not on the computer. She is. I just wish she'd talk with me.
:(
hugs.
BESTEST VESTIES.