It's been 6 months since I last wrote anything. I've been pretty down on life; my girlfriend(ex) and I broke up and I can't find a real job I can be proud of now that I've gotten my degree.

My previous journal entry was the day we broke up. She finally got tired of fighting with me today and told me we were over for good. We've been spending the last 4 months trying to fix things but it just never really works out. She's always too busy and I'm too demanding of her time. I don't know how it got to this. Three great years and to let it all fall apart like this, how do you know when it's time to let go? I really don't know what to do anymore.