Uh, past few days, I went to my great-uncle's house for thanksgiving, like we always do. Very nice. Met a lot of family I didn't know I had, cause most of the people there are his children and grandchildren and such, and not of my grandmother, his sister.

Uh, yeah, CAG is positively awful at texting. See, he warned me about this when I got his number on Tuesday, but I wasn't sure about how much he was telling the truth. Basically, he never ever replies. I can't text him too much, as I'm basically hedging my bets, I don't want him to get creeped out, if he is indeed simply being friendly.

But, I'm not quite sure what to do then, if he never texts... Hmmmm... Because I'm the one who's totally out on facebook, who's relatively out around school. And so my cards are on the table, him I can't be sure of.
Even with the evidence, I still can't be sure, in which case I'd feel really bad if I was just here flirting with some straight guy.

So I dunno then, I was hoping he'd be more courageous through text, as people often are, and also I'd be able to steer more the conversation than I could in class, and it'd be more private, I'd surely get it out of him if he is...
But fuck, if he hardly ever texts, I dunno...

I guess I'll just have to keep flirting on with him in class, but try to avoid open hitting on him, as I've said I'm hedging my bets, and hope not to embarrass myself by hitting on a straight guy.
Really, I just dunno...

Anyway, this endless flirting is tiring me out, I've decided I'll get the number of the openly bisexual guy who I'm quite sure is attracted to me in German. Who knows? He ain't nearly as cool as CAG, but he's pretty cool, and hey, if nothing else I'm sure I could get some fucking.

I really dunno what to do about this now... I just need a drink.

I'm so lukewarm and non-passionate about everything, this week is the first time I've gotten to see my brother since almost 4 months ago, and I really didn't a whole lot care. And that bothers me...
How fucking tired can I get? Jesus, I ain't even doing that much things...