Okay day. I guess. I was really tired the whole fucking time. And I was totally about to get CAG's number right before he just walks away and I'm like WOW, FUCK IT.
I swear I need to get it before the weekend. He's so cute :P
So, nothing much happened, and then swimming, and I was fucking tired, then got home and did not much else, then I tried making ableskivers and failed miserably. Bisquick really is no substitute for cinnamon eggnog mix or just plain ableskiver mix for making ableskivers. Doesn't work.
In other news, you guys haven't heard about my cyst in a long time. Just making sure you know the full details. In case you didn't know, for, uh, getting close to a year now I've had a ganglion cyst on my right wrist, basically just a big lump on the back of my wrist that does not much but look really ugly, and it grew and grew until I fell on my wrist while playing volleyball, and ruptured it, and the wrist was useless for days in extreme pain while this cyst went down.
But it started slowly coming back, and I decided I was sick of it. You know, they used to call these ganglion cysts "Bible Bumps" because the old timey treatment was to hit them, usually with a book, usually a Bible. Now, I'm an old fashioned guy. But I didn't use a Bible, I used the last book of the Eragon series, which is finally done, I hate when I start getting bored of series and they're not done yet.
I only got it because it was the last one.
So anyway I smacked that cyst, and it hurts really bad again now, maybe I have a real racket going on here, just wait for it to raise up a little, then smack it with a book. Saves the the trouble of hand surgery. Maybe I'll just get the hand surgery sometime, just for the novelty of surgery... But then again, it's really expensive and unnecessary, just some stupid cosmetic thing... We'll see.
Anyway, I was thinking it's interesting how connected people get to each other.
Like when people we know die, it's like, awful. Kinda like family members. What if, were they not family members, I wouldn't have even liked them that much? Would I love them now simply because we come from the same genetic line?
I guess so. An evolutionary thing, I'm sure.
My God, I was going to write some more about that, but I sound so cold and inhuman.
I've been so pessimistic recently. Like, I used to be optimistic almost all the time, and now I've just kinda sank down into constant pessimism...
And every time I sit down I just like wanna cry.
Anyway, sorry this is so depressing and morose, but I have to go, computer's shutting off at 11.
I had Physics homework but I won't do it.
I'll try to post something more happy and interesting tomorrow.
G'night guys... Sorry...