Tired as hell though.

Jesus I hate freeway driving. I mean, I almost never get as much sleep as I probably should, so I'm usually tired all the time during the day, only it can be hidden if I'm active and I don't feel like I immediately want to sleep...
So I'm fine when there's a city street and I can drive and have to get the car into gear all the time, man that's awesome, especially if there's hills, no one could sleep then, since everyone's practically urinating themselves all the time hoping that I can get the car in gear before we roll back back into the car behind us, which would be a lame way to start off my insurance.
But when we get into freeway driving, like this weekend, I went to Anacortes 4 times for a swim meet, me driving there and back both days, and it requires a little less than an hour of freeway driving.
But after just staring at the road in front of the car for an hour, I get really really tired, and I really have to concentrate to avoid doing something stupid.
It's a good thing that there's rarely occasion to go on the freeway for more than an hour, which is nice cause Seattle which is our most often significant excursion is only a half hour away, and I should be fine for that, but I seem really bad with keeping alert on the freeway for long periods of time.
And a freeway crash is not fun.
Slightly worrying.

I might re-invest emotionally in swimming, cause I didn't drop hardly any time on any swims this weekend, and that pisses me off.
Part of the reason I've felt turned off about swimming is I haven't had any meets for damn near 5 months now.
It's been a while.
I'd forgotten how much I enjoyed them, and how much I enjoyed dropping time, that swimming hard in practice is not only for chumps that are boring as shit, but I enjoy at meets too.
And most of all I forgot the spectacular boys at swim meets, and the fantastic eye candy. As well, for some reason, it seems like hot boys are often fast, so the faster meets I can get into, the more hot boys.
Jesus, how does anyone swim without being into guys?
With the girls they all wear 1 piece bathing suits, you hardly see anything, and they're hardly flattering for the tits.
But with guys, everyone's wearing speedos or jammers, little is left to the imagination on either, not that I don't try anyway :P
For some reason swimming seems to be an Asian dominated sport. All the fastest guys are Asian.
I dunno. But Asians have nice bods, so that's good with me.

Sorry for the very boy-centered tangent there.
So, anyway, I think I very well might re invest in swimming.
And it'll be nice when I can go to overnight meets driving myself and shit. So awesome. I can bring Guitar Hero and have a fuckin ball.

Off I go again with the tangents.
Next important item, I really, really need to cut down on the drinking I been doing.
It used to be once in a while, now it's getting close to daily. Not daily that I get drunk, or even buzzed, but most days I've been having at least a little, even if it's just one shot.
And not just cause it's no fun to wake up with the usual morning-tired shit, but also the paranoia I have.
I always think my parents know, they're just waiting to ambush me with it.
Of course, I know they can't, because when I've been in big trouble before I've known it instantly.
So, I'm going to cut down. Maybe not stop completely forever, but cut way down. Once a week at fucking MOST.

Probably less often than that.
It's been a shit-ton of fun, but overall I think it might be a net loss when it gets to be a regular thing.

Anyway, watch this video:

Then this video:

THAT WAS A FUCKING RIOT. The first is just background, and then the 2nd made me lol so hard I cried.

Hehe, anyway, night Oasies!