So today I feel was pretty good day I got out of school early and i've got a three day weekend, plus you all know how you have your friends and then the people you like, well I used to think I had friends but now I know I really do.

Today in class we were split into groups and each group has to create their own board game, my group was me and three other girls that I've known for a while and we had a really great time, we threw in ideas, we had a some laughs, and it was just really great time, but then I had to leave early so I got my stuff and as I was telling them all goodbye I saw them all looking at me and I realised how much I liked them and being around them made me happier , that they were actual friends that mabey someday I would be comfortable confiding in if the subject ever came up.

Now on to other news

My mom unwilling to get me a credit card (not that I blame her) has forced my hand so now I must put into effect a new plan so that I may have a way to take control of my money and send it across the internet. Ok so hear is how it goes, my school has an in school Credit Union. I will start an acount at this Credit Union with of course my mothers permission, but what she won't know is that I'll forge her initials for one of the options so that I'll resieve a debit card from the bank then after I've put some money i'll hook it up to a paypal account, this way I can more easilly pay for therapy and hormones and other things that i'll want to help me along.

Oh and while I'm on the subject I think I've found a way to get the therapy. While there is no place to go to for miles and miles around where I live I did find an online option. The woman that I found does her sessions over SKYPE so it's still face to face in a way, but I havn't contacted her yet since I'll wait till my bank plan comes to fruit.

I've also decided to become more active in doing what I can right now so I'm going to start these voice exersises that I found online, I'm going to start getting serious about my scetching and getting a part time job somewhere, and I'm setting up a Email and face book for myself under my feminine name.