So, tomorrow I go to Mt. Rainier, tallest mountain in Washington, to do, uh, I dunno, shit.
Not climb it, mind you, there's like crevasses and shit and you need a guide to do it. Me and mah dad were thinking of doing that sometime...
Anyway, I won't have cell service or internet, so I'll be off the grid until Monday.
And I'll be glad of it, it passes time until Wednesday when school starts, which I'm actually excited for, because I've been going out of mah motherfuckin mind here alone at home, with not even my brother anymore.

Wow, this might be a bit late, but after seeing Chris's video, I looked up all the kids who commited suicide over gay bullying almost a year ago now, and well, some of them were pretty fine!
Now, it's a little morbid, but if you wanna see them, here's where I found all of them together: http://nobody117.tumblr.com/
Damn, I mean, it's bad enough when gay guys kill themselves, but when they're all hot, jeez. The loss of a hot gay guy is quite a loss...
Especially Billy Lucas... :P
I wish I coulda known one, I woulda made him not kill himself. Especially Billy Lucas, damn.

Oh well...

Sometimes I wish I could be bi. I mean, Kaboom, the movie, makes it look so much more fun.
And I spent a whole day at the beach, just me and one of my best friends, a girl. And we had a great time.
And the other camp friend I've maintained contact with besides Daniel is Abby, who is so awesome. We have so much in common, we're both incredibly weird, and we talk about alcohol, and a whole buncha shit.
And, I mean, she's so open about sexuality, like, even when I mention having crushes on guys, she doesn't treat it any different, and hasn't even asked if I'm gay.

And I know that feeling girls are better is probably just a thing left over from dealing with Daniel, since he was such a gigantic dick.

But, at camp, one time, Abby got dared to kiss me, and I didn't want to, and it was so fucking awkward. If I'd been bi, or if she'd been a guy, she's so awesome I woulda just gone in for it, but I couldn't, it just didn't work...

I mean, guys are so much hotter, and a lot of girls I really don't like that much, but some of them are my very best friends.
Just imagine, say, like Abby in Daniel's body, or something, I would love that.
Damn you selective sexuality!

Oh well, no point in ranting about it, is what it is, I guess, but damn.
Well, at least I'm not straight, I mean, imagine not being able to appreciate how hot guys are :P

Sigh...

Well, night night Oasies!