Tomorrow should be interesting. Oh to hell with interesting...i'm excited as all hell! I actually met another gay guy near where i live and we're going on the first date both of us have EVER HAD WITH ANOTHER GUY tomorrow!

I don't know whether to feel a bit dizzy with anticipation would be appropriate or if it would be more likely to be as giddy as i am but either way, i seem to be doing the second one.

But then again it's my nature to be that way. Dead-beat optimism and excitement.Now i don't jump off the walls with energy mind you, it just brightens my day exponentially knowing what's to come.

His name is Kendrick. Ok, first of all, his name is cute as all get out, am i right? And second, he's just what i always wanted my first boyfriend to be!

He's shorter than me, which i've always liked (not hard to do considering my tall and broad stature) and he's got this feminine gentleness and kindness to his behaviour. I almost feel shivers run up and down my back when i hear him say my name.

Wish me luck folks!

I would type more but i've got to get back to work before the teacher relises i'm not on credit recovery right now.

Adios!
Sol