Why would you default to "if he's ok"? The vast majority of people who take breaks from the site around this time of year, and around December/January, when traffic also dwindles, are fine.

Similarly, when you came back and said "I'm still alive," I thought, "Yeah, why shouldn't you be?!"

Negativity and such aren't supposed to be the default state. Gotta get that glass half-full!

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"Why be given a body if you have to keep it locked up in a case like a rare, rare fiddle?" - Katherine Mansfield