good evening everyone i've been contemplating alot this week due partly to that beauty experience. i started to rethink what i'm going to do as i get older.

i plan on becoming a male model. i'm going to give you all a minute to take that in. my friends are telling me to go for it and it's risky, but i've planned it out. i'm still going to college but won't pursue a photography career and study something else that'll be my backup plan in case the modeling career doesn't work out. i haven't told my parents yet and i don't plan to so soon.

i have nice facial features like a chiseled jawline and black, short hair. my body type is slim and i excercise regularly. don't think i'm a narcissist nor arrogant nor egotistical because i'm actually modest and humble. i admit i do wear makeup but i don't over-do it. i cover small blemishes and it makes my skin look flawless. i'll probably tell my therapist and see what she has to say about it.

i read today that michele bachmann said americans need to be worried about an increasing threat from the soviet union! someone should tell her that we're actually worried about the ottoman empire. she needs to stop playing the politics of fear.

listen to: u2 - i'll go crazy if i don't go crazy tonight